My name is J and I would like to remain anonymous. I am 24 (01/18/1988) years old. I have never seen a spirit, alien or creature of the unknown and neither will I ever want to. I am spiritually a Pagan. I am going to make this timeline easy to understand. Thank you for reading along.
Ages 5 - 14
-Unexplained "Night Terrors", (jumping over fences/down stairs in my bodies sleep while my mind was awake seeing all I did without the ability to control it)
-Knowing what was going to happen before it happened
-Knowing what someone was doing without being there slightly occurred
-Staring into someone's eyes and understanding their life's story
-Feelings of being watched by something close but unable to touch me
-Fears of the dark
-Slight feeling of "energy," (this control was limited and could feel like the ultimate sense of fear when I did it)
Ages 15 - 19
-Unexplained "Adult Day Terrors," (these felt like anxiety attacks while I was awake and could fully control my body)
-Knowing what was going to happen before it happened
-Knowing what someone was doing without being there extremely powerful
-Staring into someone's eyes and understanding their life's story
-Feelings of being watched by something close but unable to touch me
-Fears of the dark, needing to be around more people
-Feeling of "energy," (this control was more available to me and could feel like the ultimate sense of fear when I did it, just started to notice it raised my blood pressure and make my pupils widen)
Ages 20 - Present
-"terrors" subsided/went away
-Knowing what was going to happen before it did went away
-Reading folks through their eyes still present/more powerful
-Knowing what someone was doing without being there went away
-Feelings of being watched is gaining momentum
-Fears of the dark, needing the lights on extremely high or I can be drunk and not care.
-The energy I feel is like using your arm. As though it's another limb. I makes my blood pressure soar and pupils widen. If I focus on something it moves
-Friends are witnessing strange things around me (gargoyles, ghosts, spirits)
-Had incidences where sleeping I was out of my body but rushed back in with fears
-Was tested for diseases, I have no receptors (can never be infected with a virus)
Listen, I just broke it down. I don't believe I'm special and I don't want attention and sure as shiat don't want any government to get involved. I still have never seen a ghost, spirit or alien. I just want to live a normal life. I have a wonderful partner and want kids and a great life. I feel if I keep ignoring it, it will eventually fade. It's getting worse.
I don't know what to do.
Hi and I can take energy away too but I still need to learn how to control it, it just happens but it only happens when I touch somebody, however I would to be able to give hugs and not take any energy away from them
If anybody has anyway they can help control it contact me at
Lince_karina [at] rocketmail.com