My first experience with this very strange and uncomfortable phenomenon was a few months ago. It started happening right after my third eye began to "activate." without any real provocation. (I don't know what the terms are for these kinds of things or how stuff works, I'm very mediocre in my knowledge of this, so please bear with me) I would be doing something completely normal at the time and suddenly start feeling the strongest energy building up inside of my body and it caused these weird reactions, excitement, extreme frustration, restlessness, involuntary vocalization, etc. I do not have any medical problems nor mental health issues, just to clarify*. I'm perfectly healthy.
Anyway, these "episodes" per say would last for quote a bit, and sometimes drive me absolutely up the wall due to the rapid influx of energy seeping out from me, the emotional state it puts me in, and how physically restless it can make me. This went on every day to every other day and has gradually come down to being small, here and there episodes that are more manageable. After these began happening, I started showing signs of psychic ability, or at least hightened intuition. Such as clairaudience, being able to predict certain things, albeit they've been small and insignificant. It's been getting better and better by the week, even though it seems like these kinds of things are stuff that people have to practice for some time before getting, or at least most. I don't mean to sound like I'm tooting my own horn for saying that, I'm just trying to give as much detail as I can. I once heard a man's voice in my head say "Her DNA is spliced with ours," It sounded like he was talking to someone else. It confused me so much, but I didn't really know what to do at the time and ignored it.
Can anyone explain to me why I'm suddenly getting these massive energy flows and abilities developing without any reason? I don't consciously practice this, nor do I meditate. I haven't done anything that I've thought would trigger these things. Does anyone else experience this, and if so, what do you think is going on? Opinions, thoughts, and advice are, as always, greatly appreciated. Thank you for reading!
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You were raised spiritual if you are a follower of the Bible, and in that single notion the world unseen became aware of you. I feel it is a shame to cover a child so young in His blood and not have a real community to rear you or to inform you of what that really entails. ESPECIALLY as you grow (puberty is a big one). I do not understand how you can read a bible and NOT prepare His people for spiritual warfare. It's an ugly predilection of modern Christianity. There is a world going on unseen in our world. Yet from what I've come to find, that those that are raised in this faith are the ones that stray the furthest because curiosity wants to kill the cat.
As you grow older, you become bored due to your lack of adversity in being covered with such love, and with the empire of entertainment that holds this world to order incessantly in your face, you become curiously enamored by cleverly disguised parasitic instruments.
I don't think I NEED to tell you, but I will for good measure say that you are at a breaking point in choice, and I am pretty sure your soul is telling you that. You ever ask God to help you figure it out? It is frightfully good how He answers.
However, since you are well on your way to do what you must to grow, allow me to offer these to better equip you on your journey.
Male or female, we are vessels of channel. We have to be in order to make a baby. It's what comes through the Mama and the Papa, and in estoeric principles ranging from gnosticism, occultism, or paganism you will find that the act of sex is considered one of the most sacred acts one can commit to or participate in. So much happens in that exchange, consented OR NOT, negative or not that streamlines, meshes, divides, or influences that world unseen (which in turn reflects upon us here).
So like in sex, when you connect that way to someone, it is like you are in an essence consenting to become apart of that someone (or something) and you create what some would call (in this "world" you are now seeking) a cord. In this way, you are now consenting to be connected on many levels (not just physical) to this person that you had sex (or this "exchange" with).
In this very same way, whatever you are viewing, reading, watching, or hearing we are in default CONSENTING to. You creating a cord to, and it creating a cord to you, just like sex. Consider that when feeding your head, that you will gestate the contents of what you intake.
That being said, anything with an agenda, ulterior motive, in a show or movie merely needs to be watched. Or read, to be given legal ground to move, influence, alter, craft, or mold your life.
Kind of like sex...
Point in case, you always have a choice. Always. If you don't feel like you do, or flat-out don't- then definitely something is up.
If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
So tell me, what do you love? I ask myself that question composing this to you. Truth is worthy of love, is it not?