It's quite long so, I've placed the 'Background Story' between the dotted lines, so if you don't want to read that, please just skip over that. Also, my question I ask is at the end, between the arrows (---><---).
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I've recently connected with an old friend and we've been having really good banter. The banter started at by saying stuff the exact same thing at the same time randomly, to always knowing what each other were thinking and recently to something more. It first started out only with my friend, let's call her Chloe, and she could predict little things. Chloe could predicted things like who was going to raise their hand next in class or who will walk through the door next, it was freaky yet still really magnificent. I hadn't reached my "psychic" abilities at that point but I took up other things like my faith (e.g: through oracle cards, prayer), I believe in God by the way. We would call ourselves the Psychic & the Fortune Teller (fortune teller because of the oracle cards).
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Recently though, I've been learning about clairvoyance, spirit guides, angels and all that stuff and I've felt myself quite drawn to it. Sometimes I would get angry and confused and ask myself questions like, "why in the hell would you even think about clairvoyances, or believe in spirit guides?!" but there's this other side of me saying, "if this is true, don't you owe it to yourself and God to find out what this is about". So, I thought I owed it to myself to figure out what it was.
I started out by trying see auras but, as much as I wish it wasn't true, I'm an impatient person and get distracted easily, so auras weren't really me. So lately I've been trying Spirit Guides.
Just tonight I tried to connect with my spirit guide (still I have no idea who it/they are). I tried to to call to them to figure out who they were. I didn't know what to do so I knelt on the ground and said, "I open my home and my heart to you, I welcome you in, who are you?" After focusing on my breath for a while I opened my eyes and stared at an empty armchair waiting for my spirit guide to join me. Yet again I got impatient and I decided to dance. Random, but it felt really good. My dance was started out pretty alright but grew angrier and stronger and angrier and stronger to eventually I stopped all of a sudden.
I said, "I'm mad, why won't you talk to me?" I then got this strange feeling to sit in the armchair I had been staring at just before. I sat in it, comfortably, and stared at the spot I had been kneeling in before. My heart was racing and I was warm then I started to see something. Instead of seeing a solid background I started to see "energy". I can describe it as like this transparent coloured thick air with a static appearance almost.
At that moment, I felt as if I was staring into my own eyes in a way.
I'm not sure what this means and I still have so many other unanswered experiences that I don't really meet the guidelines of this submit (like seeing black butterflies, oracle cards or stuff about my friend) so I won't talk about those.
I just wanted to share how I came about this "psychic world" and what I'm seeing and experiencing.
------->Does anyone else find how I danced strange? What does this mean?<------
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