During October I feel my strongest, energy wise. This is usually the time where I make accurate predictions and have an easier time understanding things. I don't know why but I am able to answer many of my own spiritual questions even if I have no knowledge about then. I feel like I should be taking this time to devolve my *as many people call them* gifts.
I have already mastered my empathy and reading people's personalities and intensions. I am currently working on telekinesis and spiritual contact. My progress isn't going so great. Slim to little progress.
I would be working on predictions but when I get them they appear strange, scary and more intense then they actually are. It also stresses me out because I know I can't stop what's going to happen even if I know in advance. Another weird thing is that sometimes I know what's going to happen to my self before *for example stepping in gum* but I can't say it aloud or avoid it. I don't choose to do it or have any desire to stop it.
I feel like there is something big I'm suppose to be doing right *spiritually* now but I can't figure it out. It's almost like a calling and I get jittery and anxious when I think about it. I feel ready to get up and go.
Is there something special about October? What am I experiencing? Any advice about telekinesis or spirit contact? Why can't I
Avoid or say what I know is going to happen? Do I really have to do something and how do I find out what I'm suppose to do?
Learn to use the force of your willpower.
To stop, listen, observe, and choose freely.
Within that minute your able to do it. Than you'll understand your yearning for.