Alright so first things first, my name is Luci and I cannot tell you how excited and relieved to have found this site. I was constantly checking my email for the link I was so excited and rather impatient haha. It has taken me quite awhile to get the courage up to try to connect to people like me and I am eager yet very scared to share my experiences and questions.
I just have no idea where to start. The beginning or when I first noticed will do.
So, ever since I was little I have always been sensitive to energy and others emotions. I would often know when something was wrong in situations without being told and would stray away from people I got bad feelings from.
The first thing I remember is my old room in the house I live in. It is the only room in the house that will cause me to feel faint and acquire a headache in when I walk into it or stand in the doorway of. I stayed in that room for 7 years. It always felt and still feels so heavy and hard to breathe. I would never like sleeping alone and it took me awhile before I grew able to sleep without my mom or dad waiting to leave until I was asleep. At one point I told my mother and she shrugged it off and told me we just needed the vents cleaned so I opted to open the window and nothing changed, just a small breeze or draft on occasion. My young mind couldn't process why it wasn't working so I eventually gave up.
A few years later as my brother was moving into my old room and I moved into a different one, I learned the man who lived here before us passed away in my old room an was from what I have read and have been told by his daughter, a very unhappy and not generally nice person. It struck a lot of curiosity in me when I learned that and I questioned if I had some "magic powers".
Now, my family goes to an energy healer here who just recently retired called Dr. Bone. He is a family friend and one day before I left after a session he stopped me and stood and I saw a spark in his eye. He sat me down and looked at me for a minute. My mom kind of did too but out of confusion. Finally he broke the silence and slowly said
"You know, I never really have paid much attention until now. You are a crystal child."
Of course I had absolutely no idea what that meant but it sounded special so I felt special. (I apologize but this is going to be a long read)
He proceeded to explain then after seeing my confusion. He went on to tell me he can see auras and read them. In my 13 1/2 year old mind this was surreal. I felt like a super hero if you really want to know haha. I knew how shocked my mom was, I turned to look at her and she was wide eyed. He told me the abilities I have and then asked me if any of it sounded familiar as far as experiences and I said yes and how I had told my mom but she didn't really help and my mom was once again just staring. After the visit I felt so at peace. I was calm and felt like I had found out what I am and then tried figuring out a little too soon what I am meant to do.
I went and bought a few books on psychic abilities, chakras, auras, and meditation. All of which proved to be worth the money. I learned about how chakras very much affect the mind as well as body and it fascinated me. I told my mom about how many things I could relate to and how I felt so strongly about what I had found out in my readings and she just smiled and nodded.
I began to look into Wicca and spells and I felt so drawn to the subject... But I think I will write more on my experiences with that in a different story/experience though.
After doing a bit of research on crystal children, a lot of things came into place. Abilities seemed to grow as well as my curiosity.
Since then I am now 19 and am able to heal people physically and emotionally. Both in person and in great distance (which I will never understand how I am able to do so with little ease)
I can pick up on the people I am close to and what they are feeling for the most part, I have trouble figuring out what\'s mine and what\'s theirs. I am able to sense when people lie and when they hide things in general. For example they just had a bad experience and don't want me to know. I am able to... Enchant things? I channel my energy and what I want the object to cause into the object and according to my friends -some of which had no idea I had "enchanted" the object- that something felt different when they held or wore it. Usually its to calm them down physically and emotionally or help them with other challenges.
I am able to read people as well, what they want or need and sometimes it makes me feel more like freak than someone who can help because it just seems so strange to be able to do so.
I also am not usually this formal or into my writing as I am now so I feel strange to be completely honest. For those of you that decided to read this, thank you, and I am very open to feedback and other experiences because I am still very confused as to how... Strong or what level I am? I didn't even know there were levels until I read a few stories and comments on here. Any help is welcomed. Thank you for your time.