I feel like I have lots of repressed memories. These past months I am starting to remember lost memories of spirit encounters and all. I don't know why all of a sudden I would just remember them now. I would get flashbacks on stuff, for instance I was sitting in the classroom and I saw the details of a dim light, watching a movie, and I was thinking " Wait, I have seen this before." I must have dreamed about it when I was younger, or I have witnessed the same exact scene. I have lived in Europe my entire life and I moved to America. I remember seeing these places over here, but I didn't know how since I never lived in the United States before. I have been to places I never been to, and I would get the feeling I have been here before.
I am starting to get these flashbacks a lot now. There might be more still to come. I want to know why I never knew this before, I must have forgotten all of my memories and then they appear out of no where. I am trying to control my psychic ability, but it's hard. It was a lot easier when I was little. I am 16 now and it shouldn't be hard. I was wondering if demons ever come back to the same person again. I have written my experience about it, but I am worried it might come back to hurt me again. It has been with me for a couple of years and it just stopped when I was around 11. What do demons want from people? Why would they come to children at such a young age? I really don't want it to come back.