Demonic Experiences

I have a tight group of friends that I always hangout with. One night, on my birthday, I had all of them at my house for a sleepover. We were supposed to be asleep outside in the tent, but we were messing around on the porch. I went back in to the tent to get one of the flashlights and, as I turned around to head back out, a demon was standing not four inches from my face. I was frozen in place by fear! It had black glossy eyes, blue spiraling horns, and red tinted skin. It also had wings on its back that looked like dead flesh and feathers, and was human in shape. It grinned at me with sharp pointy teeth. I squeezed my eyes shut tight and when I looked back up, he was gone. I had slowly walked out of the tent and went to my friends.

They immediately knew something was wrong. I told them what had happened and one of my friends, who is very smart when it comes to this stuff, told me that it was my inner demon. She told me that it was the demon who does Satan's dirty work (killing people, making deals, etc). Needless to say, I FREAKED. I was scared out of my mind.

We went back inside the house and began talking about it. I drew a picture to help them understand what it looked like. After a while, we were off on other topics and talking about other things, and my friend fell to the ground beside the bed. We didn't really notice too much and continued what we were doing. My other friend was also under the bed and was apparently touching her when she fell. When they both got up, they told us they saw a vision together. They told us that they were mediums.

We didn't believe them at first and we ended up arguing about it. They told me that I was going to help the demon I saw and that my best friend, Talim, was going to kill me because of it. I was more scared and felt betrayed. I refused to believe them. I've started believing them now, but I still have my doubts.

We still haven't figured all of it out yet, and I would appreciate any comments or advice you have on this topic. I would also like to explain other things I need help understanding.

I have been trying to contact my spirit guide, but for some reason, I don't get an answer. Does that mean I don't have one? Or maybe he/she won't talk to me yet? I don't know. If you have any advice to help me contact my spirit guide, I would love to try it.

I have also been attempting to astral project. I have been very close to achieving it many times, but then my cat jumps on to my stomach and jerks me back awake. She has done this about three times now and I'm starting to wonder if she is trying to keep me from astral projecting on purpose. If you could, please help me differentiate between coincidence and warning.

That is all for this post. There may be more in the future, depending on what happens. Stay healthy and Blessed be.

Latte'