I'm very new to this whole thing and I guess I'm kind of curious to hear what people have to say about these things.
First off, when I got to be a teenager, something constantly tried whispering in my ear when I was alone in the dark. I would be completely conscious and awake and something would try talking to me. Of course, the 13 year old I was ran away screaming to my mother. I probably would still run away screaming to my mother.
Now as I've gotten older I've pretty much strayed from anything psychic. I tried to forget all the weird things that have happened to me when I was younger (weird things don't happen much anymore). But lately, my aunt has been telling me about weird things that happened to her and it kind of made me start thinking about it again.
Recently, I've discovered I can put energy into my hands and kind of play with it. If I move one of my hands away from the other I can feel it stretching out. If I move my left hand up and down I can feel the energy moving on my right hand, etc.
I've also tried seeing auras and now I can see the aura around my hands quite easily. I don't have to look past it, or let my eyes un-focus or anything.
I guess I just want to know if this sounds made up? I want to hear similar stories, and to know how to develop what I can do a little further, I suppose.
I just feel like I'm making this up, but I'm not, you know?
Thanks,
Ryan
Often when I am sleeping, I am awoken by the feeling of a "presence" looming near me (this has also occurred for many years though it is getting more intense lately). It is a very unsettling feeling. Once I am awake and my eyes have adjusted, I can make out various people or shapes. The majority of the time they are very detailed and I can see them clearly. Other times, they are like dark shadows. I have come to think of these "manifestations" as ghosts but I am not sure what they are. Sometimes they try to reach for me but pass right through as they appear to have no "substance." (That is REALLY unsettling and I cannot fall back to sleep the rest of the night). Some of them are very, very angry and attempt to hit me (I have seen this more commonly in the elderly ones). The reason I am bringing this up here is that often times, before a "visit," I will feel the energy accumulate very strongly in my hands and more recently feet; almost like an early warning system. I do not understand the relationship between the two, but I know they are connected in some way. These experiences never bothered me before, but now that they are getting stronger, they are unnerving. About a month ago, I was sleeping and felt the energy in my hands and feet very intensely, probably more so than I ever have before. I awoke (it is impossible to ignore) and while there was nothing in my room, I could feel the presence of something extremely massive. The closest experience I could equate it to is scuba diving in the ocean, and while resting on the ocean floor, a huge whale-shark swims right past you. You know that its intent is not to hurt you, but you also know that it could crush you and not even know it. That is how this felt, although to a much higher degree. I do not know what it was, but it was awesome in magnitude and I remember being grateful that I could not see it. But now I have a sense of what is out there and it scares me. I feel like I am living between two worlds, and I don't understand it nor do I understand the purpose of it. Perhaps someone could enlighten me and maybe others who are experiencing the same things...