Ever since I was young I would have periods of time where I'm really depressed. It's something I've been living with my whole life. Recently I noticed that when I come out of these periods of depression, I usually have a different way of looking at things. Like getting through that period of depression helped me grow a little? It can get pretty bad sometimes too.
I was going through one of these times. It was a bad one. It felt like all my energy was leaving my body and I was fading away. Anyway, I was walking into the bathroom. And I guess I fainted or passed out. One minute I was standing there, the next everything was black. I had no body. It felt like just my soul or consciousness was there. Then I started to panic because I couldn't feel my body. But then as soon as I started freaking out I felt a calm presence in front of me. (I had no eyes to see, I just felt). It felt like it was saying, "it's okay." but not with words, it sent the message in a feeling. Then two other less "powerful" feeling presences appeared to my right. And it felt like they were saying, "yeah, it's okay!"
Then all of them started sending me just a feeling of pure love, happiness, and just goodness. And it felt so good, but then overwhelming as well. But then I started snapping out of it because I started to feel my body again. Well, I felt my hand, because I was like convulsing on the floor and my hand was hitting the toilet really hard. I started fading back to the darkness again, but got scared. I focused so I wouldn't slip away again. Then when I controlled the shaking and was laying still, I got up and went to my bed.
I don't know if through being depressed I let my energy get so low that I passed out?
Or the entities pulled me out of my body to replenish my positive energy for me?
I've also considered being depressed brought my energy down so low I was dying? And those entities were telling me that i'ts alright? And when I felt like I was fading again, that was them trying to pull me back?
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