I'm Emily, I'm a teenager and I am confused and scared. I know there is a history of psychics and mediums in both sides of my family, and my parents. A lot of my family and friends call me a medium, just jokingly. I never believed it until a few days ago, when I had a very vivid dream about a friend of mine who had recently committed suicide.
He was talking to me about how sorry he was, and all the things he wish he had done. It was so normal, we were sitting on a couch somewhere and he told me to say congratulations to his brother. We went on about other things as well, about his bullies, about myself, about my boyfriend, it seemed so real. When were done the conversation, he sighed and told me to close my eyes. When I opened them the couch was now a cliff, I was looking over, and he was falling.
I don't know if these are "signs" or not, but I thought they might help. I have dreams about people I don't know, or people I know who have passed away, and really bad nightmares. I often wake up in the middle of the night and get a weird feeling I am not alone. Sometimes I get a chill up my back and my head rolls around (might just be nerves). I also get light headed, overwhelmed, a headache, and get cold, all of a sudden when I am in a new place. When I meet new people, and I feel like I know them some how. I love to write but sometimes I find writing and I don't remember writing it. I have had lots of imaginary friends as a kid, and I zone out a lot and hear a high pitched noise kind of thing. I'm sorry I know this is all over the place, I'm just scared and curious. Is is possible I am a medium?