This happened around August September time. My mother passed away, but at the same time I was woke up and felt like something told me to check on her. I went in and found my mother passed away.
I can't figure out who or what woke me up to check on her. Since then I've been attacked several times and dreams. Its just all hazy after the months of mourning.
I have searched and asked questions to myself but I can't answer them all by myself.I've always had experiances but this was beyond anything I've been apart of. I ask myself if it just happened and I woke up at that moment. Then I can't explain the feeling of something telling me to go check on her.
I sleep in her room now, and I see shadows or light and different stuff. I am unsure of what to do. Or how to decipher what the message meant.
I'm finally able to see the stuff that was hidden the months I had a heartbreak from her passing. I still get woken up some nights scared for no reason at all. I pray ask for help from God I feel protected at times, but other times I am attacked. My skin will burn or I will feel like I'm being pushed.
I just don't know my attitude has went from subtle not the best but more loud and aggravated now plus I just got engaged and I am trying to handle this before we get married.
I wish I could go back to my childhood to have a little while longer with my mom but I cant. I have to continue day by day and live the way I am thinking I should, and handle my personal family. I just need help with what happened and how to work threw it.
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