So I've been training my psychic abilities more and more, but recently I stopped due to many things (stress, studying, etc.) I'm not shielding I've stopped meditating. I know I know you all must be saying "LAZY!" yes I completely agree, but now it seems harder to regain control. Not that I ever had control I don't think you can truly control this but, the only way I can describe this is (Imagine a planet. This planet is the psychic. This planet has an atmosphere, which is all the meditating, shielding, training, Imagine the air of this planet. That's all the psychic energy.) So I feel like my atmosphere is weakening and all my air is escaping into space but strangely orbiting around me. It's weird I know. I thinks it because orbiting around me because I'm willing it with my mind to and I'm trying to reabsorb it back into me. It's so much harder than what it was at the beginning.
It's like my abilities are a tree that bares fruit and I'm trying to harvest them but there mostly out of reach. The amount of fruit I can reach is like a base line, its what I had before I started to develop my abilities more. Now the fruit atop the tree just falls down sporadically at random times giving me excess energy that I wasn't expecting. I know I use a lot of metaphors.
Also at this point in time I'm seeing a lot of orbs and ghostly wisps in the energy fields that I can see I think their spirits or something and their following me around, if I talk to them and pay them attention they seem to chill out but if I'm silent and in deep focus they seem to brighten to get my attentions I don't know what they are and what they want and I'm also wondering if their here because I'm not keeping check with my gifts.
So please if someone could give me some advice yes I know I ask for a lot but I just want to learn because I enjoy what I am and what I can do.
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