Wind And Water Control

I am new at this. And I am seeking help for you guys. I came to ask if someone can please help me learn how to control it. I can remember this one time when me and a friend believed that we can control the elements and when I started it got out of hand and papers all over the class room blew all over the place rain came inside at a rapid pace and I couldn't stop it. There is also one time I started a whole storm and couldn't control it. But I still doubt that I can control any elements. I really need someone to teach me how to control it even if I never actually had the power and if I did that just means I really need your assistance. I'm scared that one day I will learn that I actually have the ability but I would be able to control it and end up hurting someone in the process and if I do I think that I might have hurt someone terribly before a construction worker I think I injured him with a tornado in fact I think I created several tornadoes that day as stated by the weather channel. So please help me if you can. I really need it to prove to myself that I indeed do have these abilities and if so I need to learn how to control them. And if you are not able to, direct me into the direction of someone who can help me. I need to see if these things are real. Sometimes I can't control it and sometimes I can. So I stopped believing in it I started believing that it was just the wind doing it by itself. And now I'm starting to practice again and it isn't working, so please if you know you can help me, help me.