It's been a while since I posted any stories here but it's also been a difficult time for me. I feel something inside me changing and I know it. It started slowly this year and now it's driving me crazy because I am afraid of what would happen if I fully acknowledge what is going on. I know I'm sensitive to things around me, I can feel others emotions, have seen spirits and communicated with some and sometimes dream of things that happen. This however is very different. I feel a really big swell of energy in me and I don't know what to do with it. Because of that I am often shocking people around me with static electricity, getting headaches, dizzy spells and it is difficult to be around a lot of people because I am picking up a lot of energy from them (does that make sense?). It's also weird that electronics around me are acting strange. I had this incident last night where I was going up the elevator after class and the elevator usually states what floor it is heading and all of a sudden it says 18th floor. The place has only five floors in the structure. Another time in the campus elevator I pressed for the second floor and I wasn't feeling well and I spaced out and all of a sudden the elevator takes me to the fourth floor without stopping. When I realized this it took me back down to the second floor. It really creep me out because when this happens I'm by myself (I was hoping it was a malfunction by the device but it's been happening too often). I'm not sure what to do and I'm finding myself unconsciously ignoring people or looking for secluded spaces. I've also connected a lot more with spirits without knowing I had. They've been getting my attention with actions, like knocking, talking, turning on lights in rooms.
I also feel myself not being present at all at times. It's like my body is there and I am aware of my surroundings but I'm not fully there, like a constant tug-of-war with myself (not like daydreaming). I'm not sure who to talk to or what to do with my current predicament or what is going on at all. I'm not sure what to think about this or what is going on or what to do with this, I just want to figure this out.
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Your uncle might have been one and partook in closing a door for you. I forgot to put that in the protection prayer as well. Your uncle could have prayed a prayer that is similar:
"Lord close all the doorways that are negative in my nieces life..."
Gatekeepers I think are also known as watchers at the gate. The control the city, town, village of where they live and only let the positive flow into that area. They form a protective barrier around wherever they are in each city/town/village. They seem to know when someone in their family does something wrong or right and also seem to know when their family member needs some sort of spiritual help. Gatekeepers are always praying, they are always open to a Godly knowledge.
❤ Qt