Ever since the age of 14 (I am 25 now) I have had a very strong feeling that the next world conflict will not only be within my lifetime, but before I am 30. The feeling comes at certain times for no reason and is intense. I always get the sense that the start of this conflict will be soon and that I will be involved and have some importance.
This feeling can last anywhere from a few days to a few months. I often have a feeling that what I am doing now is not the reason I am here and I am just passing time. While in the middle of these episodes I feel as if I would almost be relieved if the conflict were to start and I would finally be fulfilling my purpose, instead of just feeling idle.
I had the feeling again the past few days. This is odd because I am in the middle of a new and promising career and have generally been feeling really good about things. It's not as if I am depressed about anything or would have any reason to want change. This makes me think the feeling is genuine. I have had several dreams about this in the past. In the most vivid one I was in a firefight. As we retreated from the enemy we passed the biggest pile of burning rubble I have ever seen. After getting away we made our way back to our base at a school. There were women and children there that we were protecting.
Has anyone else been experiencing similar feelings? Especially lately? If so what is your take on them? Do you think the world might really be gearing up for war? That is what I am feeling and have been for a long time now.