Gemini Soul

By geminiknight
(1 stories) (6 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2011-03-22
Country: United States
State: Washington
Category: Misc

I'm currently 18 and since I was young I've had dreams that would come true, sometimes the next day or maybe a few weeks later. But nothing important. Mostly just like a argument and other small stuff like that. My parents tell me I have a (old soul) they call it, cause when I was really young I "knew things I couldn't know". For some reason I never feel alone but it feels like its me, cause there's like a connection. Till a few months ago I would always feel someone just over my shoulder watching.

The night after I stop feeling someone behind me a had a dream I never had anything like before. It starts with me stumbling over rubble. I'm feeling weak and tired and I stare at the sky and its crimson red. Then I fall over and I'm dead and when my soul leaves my body there's two souls both are me. That's when I wake up.

Since then I've felt strange almost like I'm fighting inside. I'm freaking out a little, cause from time to time my right arm will tense up so much I can't move it and will have a extreme flash urge to crush or hit something or feel like somethings trying to push its way out of my upper back but only for a second or two.

Other things are strange like I'll move my arm but it won't move or my shadow will do something I'm not physically doing. And at other times I'll feel numb like I'm being pulled out of myself. I also feel like I always need to stretch. I just find it weird.

I have know idea what's going on. They only reason I even mention the dream is, cause its always running through my mind and I hear someone say "choice" and I feel like I'm waiting but I don't know what for.

I first thought I might be possessed or something but it doesn't feel like I think it should. It feels like me or a part of me.

P.s. I'm a gemini "the twins" if that helps at all.

Any insight is appreciated. Thank you.

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Lara_Usha (2 stories) (35 posts)

14 years ago (2011-04-23)

Hi there- I'm a gemini, too (or 3). I've never felt that internal conflict, but I do remember some of my past lives, and the most recent one still causes me a lot of pain. I was a French soldier in WW1, and I was 17 years old when I died from being shot twice in the chest. I still have the residual anger at myself, for being so stupid and getting involved in such useless conflict. War should not be glorified. I thought it was going to be so great, and it was horrible. In this life, I am disgusted just by the idea of violence, and although most of my anger is gone (It was much worse when I was a young child), I sometimes have sharp chest pains where the bullets used to be. Anyway, that is all. But when I think back to that life, it still makes me upset- and I don't really know how to let go of that.

CelestialJaden (39 posts)

14 years ago (2011-04-07)

[at] GeminiKnight
You should be fine as far as meditation goes, just take it slow at first until you are comfortable with your progression.

geminiknight (1 stories) (6 posts)

14 years ago (2011-04-05)

I have a question for you.
If I'm connected with my past life or have "split" would it still be safe to meditate? I want to start controlling my abilities but with my current problems I don't know if its safe or not. I don't want to end up causing myself harm.

CelestialJaden (39 posts)

14 years ago (2011-03-27)

Remembering past lives can be traumatic too, I once remembered one of my past lives as a knight of some kind... Then I remembered how I died, a shot to the neck with an arrow lol. I laugh about it now, but I had neck pain for a little while after. The good thing about remembering past lives, is sometimes you can remember something useful (for me it was basic sword fighting).

sarah12375 (6 stories) (106 posts)

14 years ago (2011-03-26)

I think that's amazing, the fact that you were able to see a past life, it's a crazy feeling eh? I've been through a few of those which amaze, and freak me out at the same time!
The more you start accepting both sides of yourself instead of trying to fight it, you'll get more flashbacks I find, well that happened to me... What helps is to right it down right after it happens, that way you retain more:)

Though I do have to warn you it could make you even more confused about yourself for awhile, when you have old feelings resurface. Like how one day I randomly was thinking I miss having kids... And I would see like a flash of them in my mind, like seeing a photograph, which freaked me out seeing as I'm only 16...:s

It gets easier though later on, just hang tight:)

geminiknight (1 stories) (6 posts)

14 years ago (2011-03-26)

thanks for the comments both of them make sense.
I'll admit I'm glad to read that other people have gone though a similar experience, I was starting to think I was losing it.

To add to my story about a night or two after I wrote this I was laying in bed trying to go to sleep and within a couple minutes my body started to do, the best I can explain it like when your about to get sick and you start heving but really violent almost like a seizure but I felt fine I was just laying there thinking, what the hell! And when I finally fell asleep I had another weird dream but this time of my past life I guess, it was about "me and my wife" and I had flash backs of that life but sadly I can't really remember what I saw just bits and peices.

CelestialJaden (39 posts)

14 years ago (2011-03-26)

"Since then I've felt strange almost like I'm fighting inside." It sounds to me what you are going through are signs of what I call a "split", where your good half, and evil half start to fight each other, the "choice" you probably need to make, is whether you will be a force for good, or a force for evil, this is purely a clash of the spirit, doesn't involve physical fighting, but you must choose which side you want to be on. I went through the same thing many years ago so I know it's a little freaky at first, but once you make a stand, everything will go back to normal.

sarah12375 (6 stories) (106 posts)

14 years ago (2011-03-24)

Hey, I just finished reading your story and thought it was pretty funny how similar are situations are. I'm a Gemini myself, though I have a twin, my parents have called me an old soul so many times, and the fact that we are consciously connected to are previous lives.
What you're experiencing is the you in your past life trying to make you follow a certain direction that he did in the past. The best thing I suggest is to tell him you understand what he's saying and would like knowing about your past, but to not let it affect you in this time, unless needed.

I'm saying this because I've dealt with being connected to my past life and getting strange thoughts that don't even sound like me in my head, and visions, and when I look in the mirror sometimes I feel like I look really different than I did before, which sounds weird, but it's just your past life coming into this one.

So I guess they mean by having a choice is, are you going to let your past guide you in this life, or are you going to follow a new path?

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