This happened about a half a year ago, I have finally gotten the nerve to come back and face what's happened. I had my back to my bedroom door witch was cracked opened. And I had visited the site that day and I had read up how to created a shield for when you sleep. So I began to try to create one, I had calmed down and began to focus. And after a while I had started seeing the shield, it was a whitish color and to me it looked like it had ripples going through it. I continued to focus on this, but then a few moments later it began turning black. I began trying to focus on the white but it didn't help. It turned all black, I felt real vulnerable after that. I then began to sense something behind me. I began seeing through its eyes and it charged forward pushing my back. I snapped back in to my body and lurched forward as it pushed me. I had been forced forward in the cushions of the couch then.
My senses were all messed up do to the fear I felt from being pushed by nothing. I got up after that and turned on the lights and closed my bedroom door. I now face the door when I sleep and don't have my back to it, I don't even attempt to make shields any more. Any one have an idea what pushed me or what went wrong with my shield?
I know they say not to put dreams up but, about a month ago I was attacked by something in my dream this had happened around the same time a few years earlier. And it bite in to my arm (it actually hurt alot) and I had ran after it, what I found was rather scary it was graphic looking vampire/monster with wings something maybe like a gargoyle. Has any one else had similar experiences? And if so what should I do to get rid of it if it comes back. (It hasn't since)
Ive also had a recent premonition, but I think its the most pointless one I have ever had. It was me walking in to the kitchen and reaching in to the pantry and pulling out a bag of cereal. Setting it in a certain spot and then getting a bowl. And well it happened today I had grabbed the cereal and set it in this certain spot. And got the bowl. (I had forgotten about it but then I remembered it after I had finished eating)
And I deem this my most pointless premonition ever. Any one else had theses before?
When I make my strong shields I project my strongest emotions out of me and it forces everything back. I think it's because of my intensity in doing so. Don't worry about failing. If we got things right all the time we would never learn. This means that though you failed that time you should try again and maybe get rid of all the negative energy surrounding you. It will help. 😊