I've been searching for answers on a particular topic, and I figured this place is as good as any to ask. Ever since I can remember I've had this feeling deep down in my chest that my soul isn't of human origin. I know what your thinking "what a crack, this guy is nuts." But hear me out.
Lately I've been getting these visions of what I would think are "Souls" floating above the earth almost as if they are waiting for something. I also feel like they are watching me. I remember things that have never happened to me, as stupid as that sounds. I have vivid dreams of violent wars, and this one person in particular getting killed. The weirdest part of it is that every time I watch him die, he gets stabbed in the left side of his rib cage, which even stranger is that I have a birth mark in the same spot as where he was stabbed.
It also feels like I don't belong in my body (if that makes sense) I can also sense the dead, and what I'm seeing isn't human, or anything that comes from this world. One of the things that I notice most of the time are these hooded figures that like to sit at the edge of my vision and as soon as I look over at them they disappear. I also get horrible headaches when I try to think past this "fog" that sits around these dreams I have, I'm getting one right now while typing this. One of the most note-able things from all this is that when I think of a phrase or a quote from a book, for instance, I don't see it in the regular English letters, they pop up as these weird symbols, and I know what these symbols mean.
I'm confused by all this, am I crazy, or just "Out there"
I can't seem to find out anything about this. Please help.
Of course with all the people in the world, so to follows many experiences. You are not alone. I have an ability that no one on the planet has or I haven't met them yet for them to tell me.
You may have a unique gift. The matter where you are being stabbed in your chest indicates to me that you are saying too much because that is where your lungs reside... You have to go with it, figure out what the symbols mean, research them. Speak positive over the events.
Somewhere on this site someone else is talking about those figures watching you, that person referred to them as the 'jinn'. Overseers for your well being is what it is indicated... I just got 'I'm not going to hurt you' for you as I was typing this. Do the research.
And if you want to do a spiritual home blessing/cleansing, I gave this to another person on this site to help:
This will work for you.
Take a cinnamon incense stick, pour frankenscience pure essential oil, myrrh pure essential oil & sandlewood pure essential oil... Drench each 1/3 section of the incense stick with the oils. Place a dab of frankensence on the 3rd eye area of your head in between your eyebrows (you can continue to do this as often as you like). In the evening, hold the stick, and know to yourself all negativity will be cleansed from your home. Once lit, start at the frot door of your home and walk the stick clockwise to each section of your home, include closets, corners, etc. Then rest the remaining stick stuck into the side of a lit white candle representing the light times many you want to bring back into your home. The smoke will be thick, so try do this when no one else is home.
The white candle needs to be new, and you should dress the entire candle with olive oil from the bottom to the top thinking of your intent to bring light/joy/goodness back into your home. For love, place photos of those passed over and tell each of them only of the good things they brought into you life when they were here.
The next day, I can't wait already:)) ) ) ) ) ) JUST HOW BRIGHT AND WARM WAS THE LIGHT?! I send you love and new life...