I would smile, so you don't get hurt. I would laugh, in hope they don't come. I'll lie to myself, so you can see the light of day. I'll throw away my emotions, for the knowledge that you're safe. I have been telling myself this for almost two years now. My friends say it's my gift that has finally shown itself. They all have gifts too, but they're a lot better than mine. We all have names for our gifts, and mine's the Devil's Cry. When I cry, spirits and demons will come and hurt people, sometimes they hurt the one's that hurt me, but mostly just the people that are around me at the time.
I want to be able to control them, and sometimes I want to be able to stop myself from summoning them. But I'm having no progress with that right now. And the other thing is, where ever the ghosts and demons are, there is a lot of negative energy and the people there start to tense up and argue with one another. This causes more negative energy to conjure, which attracts more demons and spirits there. So this is sort of like a time bomb waiting to explode. So I would really like some advice on how to control the demons and spirits. It would be a really big help if you could leave some advice on what to do. Thank you.