I just turned 14 last month and lately I have been noticing weird things happening to me more than usual
I used to wake up at 2:45 to 3:00 am constantly for a few weeks which was just strange. But the night my grandfather died I had a dream about him and he was sitting in his favorite chair and looking at me while pointing up at the sky and saying '"I'm ok, everything's ok". I didn't know he had passed though until the next morning then I realized that his spirit was probably trying to communicate with me. Also I told my mom who told my Grandmom and my Grandmom said that while my grand pop was really sick and couldn't talk he would always point up at the sky like he was trying to say that he was going to heaven (he had liver cancer). So I'm not sure about that one, but literally ALL the time I'm always having déjà vu and I have dreams that will come true like a week later and I have no idea what it is. Also for some reason I'm like infatuated with paranormal activity and psychic experiences since I've been trying to figure out what I have been experiencing. Another weird thing is that two days ago I wanted to try astral traveling but ended up havig something like sleep paralysis. I thought I was completely awake and didn't remember going to sleep except I felt my teeth breaking and my braces were falling off (what is that supposed to mean?) and I tried getting help but nobody would help me and I wasn't moving. And as soon as I closed my eyes I saw a pale white face like a Jason mask but black oozing eyes and a creepy smile so I thought maybe some demon was trying to contact me. For months I have been constantly feeling like I'm being watched no matter where I go, and I was sitting in my room and heard a very loud banging noise but I asked my family and it wasn't them, and I keep hearing weird noises now and seeing things like people out of the corner of my eyes when I come downstairs and its so cold down there, but nobody else feels this negative presence. Am I being watched by the devil or a demon? I can't find anything online to describe what I'm going through so does anyone please have any info? I didn't know whether this should go on the ghost page or here sorry about that. And also sorry that its so long. I think that when I tried astral traveling it let a demon or something