The Devil In The Shadows

Might sound strange, however I'm 33 and since I was a child I've had unexplained knowledge of things I can't explain, births,deaths, and the family said it was a gift and the old pole said I was born with a veil over my face whatever that means, over the years it's continues to get stronger and more vivid and clear however with the good is always the bad I started seeing a tall dark man dressed in a top hat a coat with wrinkled hands holding a cane with the brim of the hat turned down towards me, my chest tightens and I started having panic attacks, anxiety issues over the course of my life, I don't understand he meaning of him of why he apears, its allways bad news, I have had episodes after where I have lost time, completely scares me and don't know what I'm doing at times, I don't remember where the hours go on days, I tend not to get close to pple cause of this, the man appears more frequent as he's watching or waiting for something in scared pple are going to think I'm crazy and unsure of my state of mind I see him during the day along with horrify dreams of places I have never been but I seen o be following him for miles and miles on some occasions and others he stands like he's waiting or acknowledges I see him, my panic attacks are much worse I have seen the doctor however some days nothing works I have reached out to churchs and pole I trust to find a let down of what to do I'm struggling with the day to day life with the top hat man and my visions and pples thoughts constantly going through my head I've true to block. Itbout but some pple or some days it comes out,, if I drink. It intensify dramatically, I'm unsure of what to do or who to tell if anyone can help hit me up please! Thanks stevie Cundi