Psychic Or Mental Issue?

By Meas29
(1 stories) (3 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2009-09-23
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Category: Telepathy / Empath

I just need some answers.

My mom is a psychic she claims that she is a healer and I really think anything she says or tell me is a joke. Growing up I dealt with a lot of weird and unexplained experiences that I felt it was not normal to ask anyone even my mom. I see spirits anywhere, everywhere but my house. My house is too haunted. My mom said that he will give us peace as long we give him peace. My mom has all these weird things that she keeps with her, she calls them her helper. She told me that I have psychic abilities too I just channel them out.

I have depression/anxiety because of mixed emotions that I get on a daily basis (do not take any meds). I can feel other people's emotions and pick up vibes from them. I know how they are and their intensions. I also sometimes subconsciously do things and not realize what I'm doing it. For example I would doodle then next thing I know it's a drawing I know I can not draw. I would just sit in my room watching T.V then I end up having a knife in my hand cutting out a piece of my carpet of a square at the end of my bed. I still don't know why or the purpose of that. I'm scared of asking people I know because they might think I'm crazy. I can make up something up like a lie to get out of trouble and it end being true. I say things and just know things with out thinking about it. Anything I want really bad I end up getting it (not like shopping).

Today I still think that I am somewhat coo-coo but I am not sure. My zoning out and doing things scares me because of what I might and can do. My mom would tell me sometimes "I know too much and some things are not meant to be known." Like I said every thing she says is a joke to me but is that true? Am I under a lot of stress and my brain playing tricks on me my entire life or just a psychic that's in denial and can not cope with the abilities?

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Meas29 (1 stories) (3 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-29)

After I finish drawing it's quite depressing. A little kid in a dark corner. A house with creepy sightings in front of the house. Just really dark and depressing. The square I had cut out I felt that the square is helping me with my financial issue I've been having awhile now. Also I have some what urge to sit inside the square and just sit in it for no reason and look around. So I'm scratching my head really hard with all these urges.

MyShadow (2 stories) (6 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-29)

I have a question for you. Do your drawings mean anything after they are done?

I ask this because I can not write poetry to save my life, yet I have an entire web site full of poems written by me.

I write my thoughts and feelings in a journal. When I go back and re-read what I have written, sometimes there will be complete poems there.

I do not realize at the time I am writing that it is a poem.

Other times I will get a real strong urge to start writing and I can't write fast enough. Thank God for computers and a good ability to type fast. I get a flood of thoughts and emotions with an urgent need to write it down and when I stop I am very exausted but I have a poem.

Maybe your drawings are the same for you as my poems are for me. Maybe there is a moral or a reason for them. Even if it is just for you and what ever you are dealing with in your life.

Tessalovesmusic (3 stories) (72 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-28)

Meas29,

That is probably not normal, unless your relaxed, that's most likely not meditating. I haven't heard of that except for my friend who is claustrophobic and gets like that when she meditates, which is nearly impossible for her from what she tells me. The paralyzing sometimes happens when you get back from astral traveling too, with the not being able to breathe, I wouldn't meditate if that's happening to you, just try to sit still for five minutes everyday have some calming music and just relax, try a grounding exercise that helps me when I'm having difficulty with anything being stress, anxiety, anger. Its just a great tool to have.

Blessed Be,
Tess ❤

Meas29 (1 stories) (3 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-27)

square?... I ask random questions like this at work to see if anyone can relate but it seems it's just me and how do I know for sure if I am psychic?

snagi (9 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-27)

this one is tough meaby the symbol you draw cut out is an important thing in your fututre (effect your future) then ofc culd be a pholtergeizt that controls you for a bit while your mind is conzetrating on something else asking you for help/answer so he can pass on

Lady_Luck_2008 (1 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-26)

You have a great gift and so does your mother. I know were you are coming from with all this crazy stuff happening to you. My grand-mother would tell me how she had all these gifts and so did I. I never believed her for the longest time. One day I broke down and told her about my gift and she told me to use it and be happy with it because one day it will help you.

Just by reading your post I felt your ability's are far from what most psychics would call "the everyday normal" ability's. You are a door between our world and the spirit world. There is a reason why you have does powers. Love them and use them. Cause in the long run you can just lose them I have seen this first hand. 😁

Meas29 (1 stories) (3 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-25)

when I meditate I can't breath and my body becomes paralyze is that normal?

Tessalovesmusic (3 stories) (72 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-24)

Oh, your manifesting. Its a type of physical dreaming, where you can day dream of something and it will come true. Spacing out can be caused by a chakra block of the 6th, 1st, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 7th chakras. Meditation will help with the stress and depression, the manifesting is not all in your head, anyone can do it its just easier for some people. The Sensing other peoples feelings is another way of channeling, which you can pick up other peoples feelings which can cause the depression, anxiety, unexplained behaviors, and such. I used to do it as a child I didn't under stand it until my parents finally had it with me and my unexplained behavior and sent me to a treatment facility, where it became very much worse, being around kids with problems and such. I learned to control it after awhile and I haven't been depressed, doing odd things, or saying things I wouldn't normally say. I would start with regulating your chakras, look under the articles on this website they have a chakra guildline you can look out that will help a lot. It will make a huge difference in your well being knowing about how do balance them out. I know it sounds weird, but try it.

Bless Be, ❤

bluefire301175 (3 stories) (20 posts)

15 years ago (2009-09-24)

It's sounds sort of like automatic writing,Automatic drawing in your case.

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