Cursed

Hey I now a lot of that stuff cause I'm an angel if you want to talk and ask me questions email me at gizmo185 [at] yahoo.com.

It seems to me you have two persons inside you. Both are you but one is your astro plain identity. It is out of control crashing your conscience into others past and present. Many of us leave imprints of ourselves that actually are not ghosts or entities just emotions. Meditate to gain control of your projections. To be out of control could bring you to close to the entities which could be a cause of your fear and confusion; i.e. "possesion". You have a gift you just need to gain contol and merge your two identies. Weird, huh? ❤

Hi, regarding time travel: if connecting to the earth you are experiencing the memory of mother earth sort of seeing a movie. She remembers, so to see the past is normal. You are an old soul. Connecting into the history of what happened on earth is always present:it is seeing with the 3rd eye, but is more than that. Future is raising vibrational and looking at what can and will happen, it shows itself to those who look and listen. You may be experiencing your body vibrate this is very normal when traveling. You are not cured. My father has commanche blood but I knew nothing of it which brought some seight. To know your people is to know your ways that the people operated in. It is a true path and more than what people think of the old ways. I can understand the bad medicine trying to take your body. It is not a curse but I know it seems like that many times, it is lonely and sometimes fills as if one is not normal. Blessings to you for you are being trained in the old medicine ways... Blessing in your path

it amazes me that you can remember things from when you were 2 years old plus. Or did someone tell you these things when you were older? Humankind has the inclination to remember bad or scary things first- the good things second. So if you were receiving training at that young age and the teaching involved protection against negative energy it would be typical for you to exaggerate the scary part and minimize the healing/helping part. Also the mentor plays a role in all of this too. If the mentor has a fascination with negative spiritual energy this will come through his/her teachings as well. Seems to me you got a whole bunch of negativity in your training and that is unfortunate. Fear can manifest demons and hell etc. You can control what happens to you or what you see. If you believe demons exist- they will exist. If you don't- they won't has been my experience but I have a different skill level and level of protection than most. I seek out and remove the negative energy entities to help humankind and to rescue trapped spirits from them.

When I learned how temporal our phsyical world is its importance to me was diminshed and the importance of physical time became irrelevant. It was then, when I was freed from the constraints of time and the physical world that my astral projection (and other) abilities bloomed. I know of these other astral planets and beings and I have travelled back to before the big bang and travelled forward into the future where space travel is commonplace. I have even been blessed to have been shown how we will accomplish galactic space travel. My abilities have never scared me, they have always been blessings to me.

Perhaps we could compare notes on our astral experiences. I am in the process of trying to get stories and pictures from other people's astral experiences in the hopes of finding some commonalities that will prove the existence of the things I and others have seen in the astral world.

I invite all on this site to send me their experiences and drawings to creatinglightministries [at] gmail.com

Love and Light

You're not cursed. That happened to me a couple of years ago.
I witnessed a real demon.
And even worse, it saw me.
You aren't alone on this site. I hope you've learned that. 😁

cursedbeforebirth... To me being conceived in a river would give the person a freedom to explore... Soul wise... I was told never to meditate while looking at a river or stream because it could carry your soul away! Being able to travel in time is a very powerfull gift... My gut feeling is that you should be given advice by the elders in your tribe and placed with a mentor... Being able to see the past and the future puts you in a position to guide your people's collective soul to a place in the future.

cursedbeforebirth. Thanks for commenting on my story. Please feel welcome to contact me via e-mial if you would like to talk. Tjrutledge29 [at] aol.com

Oh crap! Sorry for the numerous posts but I just looked up "Astral projection" because I didn't know what it meant:

Astral projection (or astral travel) refers to episodes of out-of-body experiences perceived as unfolding in environments other than the physical world, by an astral counterpart of the physical body that separates from it and travels to one or more astral planes.

Since I was in elementary schol I was able to leave my body and go into someone else's and experience what they were doing and how they lived. I never knew the person or where they were though. If someone distracts me then it breaks my concentration and I jump back into my body. I forgot I could do this until this year. I did it one time but it was only for a short time. I used to be able to do it anytime I wanted but I forgot. I havent' done it again since a few weks ago. Is this the same thing?

And as far as you seeing your first demon, I believe you. When I was around that age I told my father that the devil came and stood at my bed. He told me I was dreaming but I knew I wasn't because I never closed my eyes. The devil wanted me but I didn't realize it. He knew I was a child of God. I even had a dream when I was around that age that he caught me and was getting ready to take me away. I said the Lord's prayer and he covered his ears and rode off on a horse. I can remember it like yesterday.

OMG! That's crazy! I would be crying everyday. I used to cry from the little gifts that were given to me but you have way more. My goodness. That's a lot to carry around with no one to talk to about it.

We can all thank the web for giving us the ability to communicate with other people that are going through what we're going through. When I was younger, there was no web so let's all consider ourselves lucky we have this.

Welcome and know you're not alone. It must have been difficult to learn all that with so little, if any, instructions. The other good news is that there is a lot of material in print that you can find to take yourself to the next level. What are your goals?

Know that you're an energy being living a physical experience. Astral projecting is a great way to confirm this. With development, we are free to leave the confines of not only this planet, but of time as well. You're fortunate to be where you are at, and hopefully through the years, you can help others realize they are far more than their physical bodies and that there is more to life than what's on prime-time TV.

Like the rest of us, you're here to learn, experience and share. It can be lonely though because the more you learn, the less common you're going to have with others. Think of it like a pyramid. The more you rise to the top, the more narrow the group. Leave this planet and time-travel? How many other people do you know that do that? I've done all that too but few are the people I can talk about it with. Try explaining to someone what the earth looks like from the moon (and that there are structures underground), what mental planes are like, that aliens are abundant, etc. But again, you've got this great resource.

Back again to your goals. Develop a plan for what you want to work on, whatever that is. It is to learn about the higher planes? To pursue a path of teaching based on your current and yet to come experiences?

You're not cursed, you're blessed. With some maturity, you'll come to realize this.

Anne