This how my story begins: I live in a village in Greece, since I remember myself I had nightmares, nightmares not in my sleep but also when I was awake.
The problem wasn't fading until I grow up, it just getting bigger.
I am a christian orthodox and all my family is, I've tried to get rid all of my fears even I tried to not sleep at all, just to don't see no more things but I couldn't.
I spoke to my mother, my relatives, my friends, my priest but no one was able to do something for me. The just said to my things like it is my imagination, or that I see horror films, but the fact is that I DON'T SEE HORROR FILMS.
I've tried figure out what my problem is, read books, spoke with many people similar to these things. But then my problem was getting even worse than before and my dreams became different. I know see myself taking demons out of people. I see lot of people in my sleep that hunt me, that they want to see me destroyed. After my mothers death I spoke to my grandmother and she said to me that my mother had the same problems.
I don't know what is wrong with me, I'm a person that studies, have lot of friends, has a relationship like all other girls but I haven;t yet found what is wrong with me.
Some days ago, I went for swimming and as I was walking on the beach a saw a man and as I looked into his eyes I felt numb, feared and I didn't even knowing him.
Then I went for coffee with some friends and as I was looking the people I saw to girls that they were speaking, I felt those feelings again and I immediately did some pray, and so strange those girls looked me even they were with their backs in front of me and they hold their heads like they had headache and left the coffee. I haven't see them since then.
I cannot explain this.
Surely I need some help for it.