I am 45 years old, almost always too old for a brain disorder such as schizophrenia. Even though I knew it was a waste of time, I went and had a CT Scan, a very thorough MRI, and a long visit with a neurologist... (twice). I have never been a drug user, I do not take any prescription drugs, and I don't drink. I lost both my parents in 2016, five weeks apart. There is a particular song that has meaning, that comes on the radio ONLY at the times it is supposed to for me. It's too much to go into, but the amount of crazy coincidence on this music topic has made an absolute believer out of me, as far as an after life goes.
I am not an emotional person, I also don't keep things bottled up. I think I am pretty healthy in the mind. I have four children and a wife, and a full time, hard labor job that keeps me in shape. I have, in the passed, thought of Psychics and mediums as crazy people. I never believed in auras, or astrological signs, or getting my energy read. So for something like this to happen to someone so non-spiritual...I consider myself to be super lucky!
Some time after my parents died, I started talking to my parents as if they were listening in spirit, and telling them that the music super coincidences were very cool, and that I fully believed that they are there, but I wanted more! I am a smoker, and every night when I have my last cigarette of the day, I would ask them to show me more. Well, on July 9th, 2017 they showed me more, by giving me the ability to feel the physical touch of people, or aliens, or angels, in another dimension.
It is now January 2018, and this is still going on! Strangely enough, I was never scared. A little freaked out, but not scared. The feeling of their touch is as real as a person in this dimension is. I feel every finger, sometimes full of pressure, sometimes light touching. One has climbed up on my back and I could feel their entire body on me, even the face. As time went on, I realized these are not my parents spirits, or entities, as they have begun touching me in ways that my parents would not!
The only way I get the absolute real feeling of touch is through a medium such as water in the shower, clothing, or my comforter in bed. And then the feeling comes through those things as if the medium wasn't there. If it is on my bare skin, it feels like very strong static electricity moving over me. I have read from many websites, that this is them taking my energy, and is extremely unhealthy. I am not a health nut, and I smoke, so if it isn't going to take multiple years from me, I'm ok with some unhealthy activity. Just need time to be there for my children. So if someone out there knows of serious time being taken from people's lives from these entities, please let me know!
Anyway, a huge apology to all of the enlightened, spiritual people out there! Very sorry for calling you all a bunch of nuts! You are not! (I have nobody to talk about this with, as of course everyone will believe I have a serious problem with my mind. Hell, I would too if I traveled through time and told myself 6 months ago what I was experiencing. I know how powerful the mind can be, but these are NOT hallucinations. No way! It is way too real, way too defined, and I have a clear, strong mind, and no signs of anything else like early Parkinson's, and the other things it could be. It simply can't be anything else but people in another dimension, and I can no longer be convinced to look into other things.
I have already done everything I can do on a physical and mental level. I am now very interested in quantum mechanics and cosmology, when those particle physicists can figure out how and why an atom works and why subatomic particles defy the classic laws of physics, and where gravity comes from and why its properties don't add up in their math problems, etc. Then they can tell me I'm crazy. Heck, even quantum physicists have theories of other dimensions!
Until then, I could use a person to talk to about this, if you are having a similar experience let me know. Or if you are a medium, and you accepted my apology. Please let me know who you think these people or aliens are. I love feeling them and I love knowing they are there! Just wish I knew who or what they were, and if they are passed on humans originally from this realm, or if they just live and die in their own dimension that just happens to have a one-way window into ours. Thanks!
"Some time after my parents died, I started talking to my parents as if they were listening in spirit."
You right you had a spirit listing to you. Now its making its move.
It's not and angel angels are asexual meaning it's a demon it is called a succbus. So get off the who I'm crazy part you have a spirit.