As usual, I keep discovering things I have forgotten to add into my stories. First, I'll start off with the music. Well, whenever I'm in a quiet room by myself, or mostly when I'm in the shower, I hear music and sometimes voices. They'll be so clear I can almost make out the words and sing along with the song. I usually think it's my cell phone ringing but when I check, it's not. I don't really get this, and I know I'm not imagining it.
Next, I've been having these dreams since I was little that my eyes are shut tight and something is going on but I can't open my eyes to see. It feels so real and it's usually something important that I'm trying to see but my eyes will not open. There have been dreams where I was laying on my back and couldn't breathe, pretty much choking and a sunset was over me. I remember when I can't see in my dreams, I say "hold on, I'm almost ready," and I try to open my eyes for a split second, then they shut again. Now that I think about it, every time I have one of these dreams, there is a sunset in the background. Am I missing something important, or is it that when I try to see it coming, my eyes won't let me? I'm really trying harder each time to see what is keeping me blind, but then I get to the point where I'm lying on my back again suffocating (in the dream).
Last of all, this experience happened the other night, on Saturday. Sometimes before I go to bed, I meditate and try to get myself relaxed. I'll do my usual deep breaths and clearing my mind, and I open my eyes every five minutes to make sure I don't fall asleep. This time, it was different. As I opened my eyes, I saw a little bright green light (I must add that the covers were over my head) in the literal corner of my eye. I blinked a couple of times to make it go away, but then it got larger. Next thing I know, complete blackness shrouded my eyes and the green light was getting larger. It started forming shapes and swirling all around my eyes, and I was muttering "come to me, show me," like I knew what was happening, but I didn't know. My eyes started to water and then the lights were flashing and I smiled and was blinking but the light stayed. After a few minutes of this, the green disappeared and the blackness faded and I could see again. I tried it the night after but I only got flashes and a faint blue light. Could someone tell me what this is?
-Taylor
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