I know I can sometimes foretell the future by my premonitions or what I see in my dreams, but I recently discovered I am an empathic too. I can sometimes feel the emotions of others just by glancing at them, and I can always tell when someone is lying. About 8/10 times I have a dream, they come true. I do meditate and I'm trying to open my Third Eye wider. Also, whenever my hands get really shaky, my stomach hurts, or I have an excruciating headache, I can tell when something bad is going to happen. It always seems to be the negative aspects, never the positive ones.
I also have a very great intuition. It helps me with who to trust, who to believe, who to discard, and what paths I take. I've always taken astrology and the paranormal and supernatural very seriously, I check my horoscope everyday, and see if it comes true. Though I still can't trust anyone fully to tell them about these abilities, the only person closest to knowing is my best friend, Nicole (who I've mentioned before), but even she thinks I'm kidding sometimes.
And when I get angry, there's no stopping me. For any reason I get seriously mad, things get weird. I can't really explain how or why, but I'm not me anymore. It feels like I'm possessed by someone and all I want to do is be brutal and kill all those around me. After I talk to a friend or listen to music, I calm down and my old self comes back. Another note about music, I feel connected to it. I feel as if I am one with it, and it helps me through life.
Last night, there was a really big storm, and I was trying to sleep. As I was laying in bed, I decided to try to see if I could make the wind listen to me. So in my mind I was saying "Wind, I want you to slow down and quiet for a minute" and it did. I decided this was coincidence. I tried again. This time I said "Now try to pick up slowly, and then get faster" and it listened to me again. The next time, I said "Wind, I command you to give me one hard blow", next thing I know, it's storming again outside. I don't know if this was either just a funny mishap or if it was actually listening to me.
Growing up, I told myself that through my years, my duty was to protect the people I love. I had childish dreams and fantasies of magic and dark and light sides, but I thought they were just my imagination. The people on this site are helping me a lot and I am learning that what I used to dream of isn't fake, it's all real. I've learned that there are dark and light forces, and you just have to choose the right path. I thank all my new friends I made on here for that.
So my question is: Am I psychic? Or am I just insane?
-Taylor
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