Dreams, Voices, And Sparkles

I forgot to introduce myself last time, my name is Taylor and I'm 14 ½ years old. I've had many experiences, saw ghosts, heard voices, but I think I can foretell the future. My premonitions are very accurate, and whenever I say something in my head, like "I know I'm going to see someone I recognize" if I'm out, in the next 10 minutes, I'll see a person I know. It's been happening so frequent lately, and I am enjoying it. I always wanted to have an ability or power, and I've been told by my friends that I'm psychic. So I have a few more stories to tell.

On Friday, I was in 6th period (in school) and my desk is right next to the window. We were watching a movie so I decided to try out my mind to see if I could hear/see anything. By the way, I have ears like a hawk, the best hearing in my whole entire family, so I can usually hear what others can't. Anyway, I was focused on my mind and suddenly I heard a girl screaming at the top of her lungs outside. I kind of jumped and I was looking around the room to see if anyone else heard it, but everyone was focused on the movie. She kept screaming but eventually it stopped. In 9th period, we had an assembly, and I knew my ex-boyfriend (who let's say, I'm still in love with) was going to be in there too, and my stomach had an uneasy feeling in it. I was looking for him with my best friend, but didn't see him. So during the assembly I focused entirely on him and the left side of my head was tingling like crazy. I had a feeling that he was on the left side of the room. When I was back in class, my stomach started to hurt and I saw him walk by the room. It wasn't a coincidence, because I felt him coming.

Also, I had many premonitions today. I was with my family, but I was pretty much kept to myself because I was listening to my iPod. Anyway, the first premonition was more like a prediction. I went to the store and knew I was going to see someone I knew, and I did about 5 minutes later. The next one was when we were going to another store, I had a jolt of anxiety and thought of my ex-boyfriend. In my head I was thinking "He's either near me or something is going to remind me of him". Next thing I know, I see the movie theatre that we always went to, and it reminded me of him, so I felt kind of down.

I also help my best friend using my abilities. Whenever she thinks something is going wrong, I tell her everything will be alright with her. She is just starting to believe me because I was never wrong, not even once, which I guess you could say it's good for her.

I usually meditate before I go to sleep, but in my free time I try to. A couple of nights ago, as I was meditating before bed, I was drifting off without knowing. Out of the blue I find myself awake and murmuring nothing. It felt like it wasn't even me talking. When I fell asleep, I had the most horrible dream. I was in a cabin with my best girl friend, Nicole, my best guy friend, Tony (my ex's cousin, so Tony represented my ex), a guy in my health class, Kyle, and two people I didn't really associate with. An adult - I guess our cabin leader - suddenly busted down the door and was searching the room and all of our beds. Under Nicole's pillow, the leader found a pack of cigarettes. She looked under Tony's bed and found another pack. Finally, when she went over to Kyle, she looked on the shelves and found yet another pack of cigarettes. I looked at Nicole and Tony in shock because in reality, I know they'd never do that, but Tony's cousin (my ex) just recently fell under the influence of smoking. The other two people and I were the only ones who weren't smoking. The next thing I know, I'm at the beach with Nicole and she's telling me she didn't get in trouble for smoking, and she ordered a martini from the bar. Then suddenly, I'm home and on AIM and I saw my ex's screen name pop up, but he's grounded in reality.

After I woke up, I was very frightened. I told Nicole about it and she swore she'd never even think of doing something like that. I didn't tell Tony because I have no clue of what he would think. This is one dream I DO NOT want to come true. I have many of me and my ex getting back together, because he brought back my precognition dreams, and I also never had this new feeling with someone before. Alright, I'm getting off topic. The main thing is, my abilities are getting stronger, and I want to know how to control them, like if I ever need to use them at will.

And there is a sparkle. Just a random sparkle I see everyday, it'll shine out of the corner of my and then disappear. It has stopped for awhile, but today it came back. I noticed it when I was sitting on my floor, and it's always a different color. Today it was pink with white in the middle. I don't know what it means, so I need help with that.

Help with this would be greatly appreciated.:)

-Taylor