We always hear or say that famous saying, "Is my gift a gift or a curse"? I've read this plenty of times on here and must say I go through these stages myself questioning things that I go through. Of course, everything we choose in life has its own pro's and con's. The spiritual world can be quite confusing and at times putting us through some hair raising situations, after all, we are only human. I guess what I'm saying is that I wouldn't trade my abilities or gifts in for anything since it is God given, however, there is some pretty scary things out there lurking around just waiting. I just hope and pray I am able to properly deal with what comes or appears next.
Lately I've been on this website on and off taking time, not only with everyday activities that need to be done, but also trying to figure out exactly what I am supposed to learn and do through all the haunting activity in my home. Not protecting myself properly has surely brought this all on, but I have learned a lot about protection since it started thanks to others here and my long dragged out research. I guess that is another step I've taken through all this.
I've also learned through all this that having the gift doesn't only involve me or others who have it, but it also involves our immediate families at times. The decisions we make while having this gift has to be thought out and responded to carefully, otherwise, it can affect our loved ones as well, especially if these spirits decide to move in. Maybe I'm wrong and this doesn't happen to everyone, but it has happened to me.
I believe the world is becoming a more complex, scarier place. There is so much more evil in the world today. We hear about murders, rapists, increased suicide rates, thefts, and even parents killing their own babies because of their own illnesses or the fact they think their babies are evil. I believe this is where evil has taken over. Not only is the veil thinning but I believe so many more portals are being opened each day by cults and such which allow more entity/demons to come through to terrorize others who were never even involved. There are kids, even adults out there playing around with witch craft and Ouija boards not understanding it fully then releasing something they cannot control. They end up selling their homes leaving their mess for the next homeowner's. I have heard of this on several occasions.
I am still dealing with things in my home. I believe the spiritual world can complicate things even when the time comes to clean the mess or rid the entities that prowl and force themselves into our lives. My home was supposed to be blessed this past Friday. It already hit me the week prior that the chances of it happening were very slim. The last letter I wrote to the man helping me, I had told him, "I hoped he felt better". I never asked and don't think he caught on to that. I just felt he was sick for some reason. He got sick several days later. I also felt my youngest would be sick the same week and it happened. The meet was canceled. Three weeks prior to this during our arrangement to set a meet date we also had complications. I needed a date two weeks prior for my son to take off work. I never got a confirmation. A week too late I got an email from him telling me something strange had happened. He had sent me an email and for some reason that same email he tried sending went back to him a week later. I never received it, but he received his own. Now that is strange. Luckily my son was able to take off work. Just another complication before the illnesses arrived.
I have been going back and forth about my gifts since my family has been through so much lately. Just last night my oldest ran down the stairs shaking and sweating. His television went static, so he tried changing the channels for another program. All of them were also static. As he got up the static began to change somewhat. A spirit of a man with a deep voice began to speak over the static. My son freaked out turning off the television and running for the stairs. He never heard what was said and didn't stick around to hear it. He said the movie "White Noise" came rushing back to his mind. That actually scared him more than lying in his bed while two spirits stood there staring at him for a long period of time. Weird things happen around here quite frequently. The only solution I have come up with through all this is to leave my trust in God asking him for guidance and to guide me down the right path giving me strength and knowledge and to help me accomplish what I am here to accomplish no matter how difficult it may seem to be at times. It can just be so frustrating at times especially when I can see spirits, predict things, but yet I struggle to remove the spirits that affect our lives negatively. I suppose this could be the road I need to take to learn. Only time will tell I guess.
Just some things I've thought about for a while. I know for me, although my abilities call for some tricky issues, I have had a few good laughs from some. The spirit world can have a good sense of humor at times. It is not all negative. It's just the negative spirits that makes things seem tougher at times, but I guess that is why we call them "negative" energies...lol.
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