I'm an Indigo. My belief is I was sent to back to reincarnate her to shake things up. That's what I believe indigo's were sent here to do. To help other people remember our roots and connect to the universe and remember we're all one.
As an indigo I've noticed, I have very strong emotions and a certain passion and heart to what I talk about. Everything I express is from my inner spirit. I cannot fake myself or even wear an emotionless mask on my face. I'm not afraid to be myself.
I'm uncomfortable and don't understand how anyone can hate anyone and I can't understand why anyone would hide who there are. Why do people have to cower in fear just because someone thinks critically about them.
I'm all about love and when I watch movies with Negativity or aggression or deep sadness I have to skip to a happier scene or shut it off.
It's the same with books and music and just regular human actions.
Electronic seem to act weird around me when i'm sad, stressed, hurt, and scared, or frustrated.
When I'm upset light bulbs flicker or go out, it's almost like I'm draining the energy. Or my energy in my strong emotions makes the lights react to them.
Every time someone listens to the song fat bottom girls by queen, I get upset and the music freezes and pauses. It does this with any song I don't like.
My internet, my phone, and computer seems to not work very well around me, it's like they go slower or stop working and freeze up, especially when I feel a strong emotion.
Many times if I don't like a scene in a movie, if point out that the movie is making me disgusted, suddenly the screen goes purple or blue and the movie still plays but I can't see the negative images until the bad scene is over. Or other times the t.v. Just stops right at the scene and freezes. This only happens when i'm scared or upset, other times it works fine if I don't find stuff threatening.
When I was in grade school I scores and test were not above average and were actually below average. Indigo's do not have a learning disability if that is what some believe. Indigo's think more creatively and work through empathy and creating new idea's that are out of the box thinking. Their just as intelligent as everyone else, they are creative geniuses.
A lot of indigo's are, painters, sculptors, wood workers, artists, singers, song writers, musicians, composers, poets, writers actors, movie directors, animators, screen writers, comedians.
Indigo's look at the world in a different light. They feel the world deeply and with compassion and they don't take well to negative people. They see the world and universe in beauty an love. When someone demands something from an indigo that the indigo might not feel it is righteous and true to their hearts, the indigo then rebels to show the humans race of free love. Free love is what human world essentially sent to earth to do.
Humans were reincarnated to have individual freedom, a loving kind. But as it turns out a lot of humans want to control and they start power power struggles to get in the way of that. So now were in loop until we learn the lessons we were sent to do. Indigo's crystals, rainbows, emeralds, were sent here to make us remember to think from our hearts and to guide humanity into a new way of life.
That is what I believe.
Often times I can remember my dreams. I have a huge imagination. I can easily amuse myself by picturing myself on adventures every time I do something. I've kept my child's imagination but it's upgraded to fit my adult form and personality. Like I can be fighting pirates, dancing in a forest with nymphs, I can imagine myself as I got throughout the day in my own fanfiction or fantasy story, I can use my imagination to imagine someone bald or picture them with a uni-brow if they make me mad. Sometimes I even picture people with house elf ears from the harry potter movies if they make me really mad.
They are not delusions. Just like a child's imagination is not a delusion, it's entertainment to make the world easier and to have fun.
Just because your an indigo adult does not mean you have a child'd personality, it really depends on the person, and it's not a bad thing if you are childlike. There is nothing wrong with acting young a free. If you acted older and grown all the time. The world would be very boring for you and the sense of humor would seem unoriginal and dull. An indigo's imagination and personality is very original and unique.
Now I'm not sure indigo's are fully human, but I do know they were sent to shake things up.
Indigo's have psychic abilities, but I cam into mine around seventeen, before that I only sensed nonphysical presences around me.
I think for some indigo's as they get older they become more psychic and sometimes can transition into a crystal child or adult. For me it was after I went through a great amount of hurt and then I was reached out to by angels and spirits.
I feel for me I sometimes am on the halfway mark between crystal and indigo. It wasn't always this way though.
I have a strong connection with animals, I've skipped up a mountain side when I was a teenage with earbuds in my ears listening to 'pocket full of sunshine' by natasha bedingfield. And as I skipped around the mountain two goats pranced after me all happily.
Another time when I was at boarding school teens were bullying some llama's and the llama's spit at the teens cause they were afraid, the teens always tried to ride the llama's and called the llama's names and I would visit the llama's and talk soothingly at them and instead of me forcing my touch on the llama's I held out my hand and spoke gently to them and let them come to me, and then they allowed me to pet their necks.
Another time I was walking in a pasture and three male donkeys came over to me sniffing me and one of them ripped open my hoodie, that sad thing is I was coming to feed them before class 2008 and decided to visit them and I wasn't wearing any shirt underneath the hoodie. I feel stupid. So the donkey's started teasing me about my lack of clothing, even though I was wearing jeans and a hoodie. It's like they knew I was not properly clothes. Perverts!
You know god even came into my dreams three times while I was struggling with trauma from my past. The first time he hugged me in my dreams for a long time like a bear hug.
And the second he came to me in my dreams I was threatening to run away to a national forest, and I walked out my door in my dream and got to the drive way, he walked up to me and said "go back into the house elizabeth." and I walked back inside and then in the dream I though he had left and I walked back outside and he was there and he sighed and picked me up and carried me back to into the house, like a father would. Hey I know he created me. So he's my dad.
And the third time he came he just stood there in my dream and smiled at me clad in silver armor.