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Confused If I Am An Indigo Or Not

 

Here's the dealio: I have checked up Indigos and all the Starseed types and I've been interested in reading the traits of them and once I got to Indigos I was like "Nah, I am possibly not even an Indigo lol" and so I just left it at that and never searched up again. Not until I was going to get my hair braided at this hair studio and my mother were talking to the two awesome women that were braiding my hair and my mother confessed that I was a planned child and that jesus needed me here for a "reason" and she told this women at work that she thinks I am an Indigo. I suddenly got interested into researching Starseeds again and I soon learned that MOST Indigos are psychic and can heal and see spirits and angels and I'm just like: WHAT WHY ARE THESE KIDS SO FREAKING SPECIAL and I'm not.

Now when I think about it, I might be an Indigo Child due to characteristics but when it came to the psychic powers traits I don't experience any of it. There were times like me and my sister shared a room and we were watching movies since we had cable and I came to this part of the movie where I didn't want to see it and I was litterly shouting: NO NO I DON'T WANNA SEE THE PART STOP! And next thing you know not just the television turns off but our whole electricity turns off and it immediately came back on to another part of the movie and my sister was like "Woah, you might have the magic!" But it was a joke so I was like "Yeah, I know I do." And guess what? It happened AGAIN when I came to a part I didn't like and it was weird. But anyways, I don't feel like that short story has anything to do with psychic powers but I'm just saying. At school, I am extremely shy and I usually didn't talk to others and I begged to work alone whenever we had group assignments but I only have like 3-4 friends maybe just 3 friends and sometimes I do feel like a loner. I can say for one thing that I'm empathetic and SOMETIMES I can feel people's energies at times but it's all fainy and weakened. I am just confused and I want some sign to tell me if I am or not.

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eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-15)
I'm glad I helped. Though I don't have any idea about your new question. I've only ever been in love with one person and that's my twin flame and he's a spirit and I have no idea if he's an indigo or not.
Sorry I wish I had an answer for that. I wish I could help. Well this sucks. Sorry.
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-15)
[at] eleiriel Thanks for all the good information. That is cool! I have another question: What happens if an Indigo falls in love with another Non-Indigo?
Vernon605 (4 stories) (22 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
How to develop indigo's psychic abilities? Thank you very much.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
i'm glad I helped 😁 😊

Well actually I was adopted, so I don't know exactly if my parents knew I was coming into their lives. But I believe indigo's are here for a purpose, kind of a like a guide, like an assignment to help the humans race grow and learn. You know how spirit guides and angels in the spirit world and light guide humans to learn and grow and they protect us. Well I think our guides and angels are talking though us even if we cannot here them physically our inner spirit can here them. Like if you see someone going through a difficult time and you suddenly feel the urge to help them and reach out that's our guides and angel helping us by giving our inner spirit advice to give someone in need assistance. And in a way they are guiding us to guide and assist others. Indigo's all have many different purposes and things they are assigned to accomplish on this planet to change the world, whether it seems big or small it's helping people to grow and learn and inturn help others. Sometimes if someone helps a person, this person that was helpedcan go on to help someone else, cause it makes them feel something inside themselves.
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
[at] eleiriel I am glad I am not the only one. You're a very helpful person, you know that? Of course you do because well YOU'RE AWESOME. You gave me information that really answered half of my questions that I have been trying to ask to Non-Indigos but they just don't know what the answers is.

Also, when my mother had said that I was planned and that jesus needed me here, does that happen to every Indigos like yourself? Do the parents know that you're cpming here before you're born or even confirmed as conceived.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
and a lot of people out in the world think analytically, they want the most logical salution to the problem, their afraid of change and the unknown there are some people who think being an indigo is witchcraft or the devils work. Not so. I think also a lot of people want to understand someone. But they go about it in all the wrong ways. Instead of sitting down and talking to the said person they look towards books and doctors. When really those two things are not needed at all. Being an indigo is not a mental disorder. Its a spiritual gift, you have talents, if you can sense energy or shout at the about the movie and it going off along with a power, that's a gift, you were given something special. You may come into more abilities later in life or maybe your abilities won't be as intense as mine. But from what i've read you have similar abilities as me. You profile says your a teenage, well my ablities only started getting intense around seventeen and it's still growing stronger. Lately i've noticed shaped in the energy that I see around almost like a form of a spirit or angel, but I can't see their faces or the details, just their outline and at I only started seeing outlines of spirits and angels around 20 years old. I only saw my guardian angels twice as if they were in physical form. Maybe i'm coming into mediumship I dunno.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
yeah me too I can be very pessimistic and seem sarcastic to others as well.
Most people can't see what your feeling inside. It sucks. But I believe spirits can. I also believe spirits can hear you thoughts and feel what your feeling. There are lots of people with spirit attachment and don't believe that's a bad thing, it means you won't die alone and you have friends that even in the spirit realm as well as in the light. I love having spirit and angel friends they can very supportive. If you feel like somethings around you that might be the case. You most likely have spirit and angel buddies.
Your if you ask your guardian angels for help they are more than willing. Try looking up woman named lorna byrne here i'll send you a link to her home page, she can see angels and she's written books that are very insightful on angels around us.

Http://www.lornabyrne.com/

Anyway indigo's feel strongly and passioantly about stuff, if we say stuff that's hurtful it's not that we actually mean what we say, waht we say we hate someone or we wish they'd die, it's usually not that we wish that it's more that we feel really afraid and hurt and stuff bursts from our mouths even if its not exactly what we mean. Indigo's have an intense temper, well actually it is more like were really hurt and afraid and it just looks like anger on the outside to others. When my mom put me down or tried to make me do something that made me scared or uncomfortable I have done the same thing, and instead of my mom trying to end it she ate a lot of food and sweets and got fat. I felt really bad hurting her, I never meant it, I was only expressing my fear and hurt, it just came out wrong and differently. Indigo's can be empaths too they can feel what others are feeling and it others energy melds with your hurt or feel. I have sucked in people energy and emotions and feeling that can make me react in ways I never truly mean. I go by what I feel, my words that I say sometimes out loud aren't who I am inside or even what i'm feeling inside. People just can't usually see into other people to know the truth, your truth, or even mine or even other indigo's, crystals, starseeds, rainbows, emeralds, earth angels and many others different kinds. I mean most people can't feel what even non indigo's feel or or are thinking inside. Their are some people with gift that are able to understand and feel and even hear your thought, like clairaudience and many others. So I can understand in a way what it's like to go though that as an indigo or whatever you feel you are. You are not a burden.
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
[at] eleiriel That is all awesome, I mean being protected by guardian angels and seeing angels seems boss like seriously, I wish I could do that. Thank god I'm not a burden, because if I was talking to most people about this they will say "Google it" Why in the heck would I rely on a website that might not even have the information I need when I can ask someone who is a awesome Indigo (you) or they would totally ignore me and talk about themselves which I would get really mad because when I want an answer I want in now. (hehe 😉) or they would think I am coo-coo for cocoa puffs and think I have a mental disorder.
Also, I sometimes get paranoid so at night I think there are evil spirits or something in my bathroom or closet so I close it shut so I won't get even more scared.:P

I also read one of your articles like maybe 15 minutes ago: http://ellihatchet.blogspot.com/2015/01/im-indigo-adult.html?m=1 and IT IS REALLY GOOD LIKE IT WAS PANDA.:DDDDDDD (I'm a very pessimistic person now so if I tend to be nice it seems like I am being sarcastic or I'm being super awkward hehe so sorry for that)

I have another question: Why do you think ADHD is diagnosed with Indigos, Crystals, Rainbows, or etc?

I also have another experiencr that I SUPER DEEP DOWN REGRET.

Lets just say I got REALLY angry because my mother was forcing me to go to some stupid party that I didn't want to go and this accidentally slipped out: "Ugh, I wish you would just die" under my breathe.

Big. Huge. Hugest to hugest mistake EVER. Guess what happened.

The very next day she tries to shove a bunch of pills down her throat or tried to overdose on ibuprofen and I tried to tell my sister but she had this uncaring tone in her voice and it's like she didn't understand that: OMG OUR OWN MOTHER IS TRYING TO OVERDOSE TAKE A HINT and she went to go check and my mother denied that she was when I went into her room and saw her taking out a lot of pills and when I went to her I said "What are you doing?" And I was so upset and on the verge of tears and my mother said go away or something like that but I knew she was depressed person BUT NOT THAT DEPRESSED to the point she would go THIS far. I just ran away and then I told my sister but refering back to that part she was just BLAH and she checked it out and as said my mother denied, my sister got angry, and all I could do was cry but I wasn't crying that my own mother would try to do this but I felt like half of it was MY fault.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
on my blog I have a post on what it's like to be an indigo and what my experience is as one.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
your not a burden far from it infact. I believe that i'm burden sometime too cause of how people treated me in the past. Your not bothering me at all. I like talking to you.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
i hadan unhappy childhood as well. People also screwed me over and caused me to be really sad a lot. I went through child abuse all the way until I was nineteen.

Anyway. I get strong spiritual presences around me to. There usually harmless and when I sense their energy around me, it's like these presences are trying to let me know they support me and are there for me.

That's how my abilities started too, I would always sense stuff around me, presences who do not have physical forms.

Now when I was seventeen I stupidly used a ouija board. A harmful inhuman energy presence tried to hurt me, and I asked the archangel gabriel to help me. And then I was protected and my guardian angels chased him off. This experience is written on this site on my profile and after that I always ask for protection every night before I go to bed, it helps clear the room from negative beings and I also ask gabriel, michael and my guardian angels to keep other humans out of my condo and not let home invaders inside or near me. And also to protect me from human pervert. And It's worked wonderfully. Cause when I was nineteen an old woman walked into me apartment and yelled at me, she was very delusional. She thought I was playing the wii, and she said it was too loud, and I don't even have a wii system.

Anyway. My psychic abilities grew more intense as I aged, it started with me only sensing stuff around me too. Who know you might come into your abilities more at some point, you do have psychic ablities if you can sense stuff around you. And the thing you wrote about your experience with the movie, that too is a psychic ability. I believe an indigo's abilities are of psychic nature.

And usually my guardian angels only appear in dreams. But they have appeared twice to me, they were trying to cheer me up after I went through a lot of childhood abuse aimed towards me. My guardian angels have a funny sense of humor. There a story I wrote under a different penname on this site by gynethquinn and here i'll send you my guardian angel experiences even though it is on my profile.

Here's the link

Http://www.psychic-experiences.com/real-psychic-story.php?story=11296
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
[at] eleiriel Cool, I will definitely check them out on my free time when I get home (Because I'm currently as school, hehe ouo). I am so excited to make new friends like you, people who I can relate to to a definite plus. That's another thing that attracts me to you because you know the spirit world as a whole. I have another question, are all Indigos psychic because I am not and are they able to see angels, spirits, starseeds and etc.? What do spirits and angels look like when you see them? And how does it feel to see and feel them and have psychic abilites? Okay, that is more than ONE question but I am A VERY CURIOUS person so sorry for putting a burden on you...

I can feel a strong spirtyal presence around me but it seems like I don't have psychic powers but this lady said that I needed a "cleansing" because of my EXTREMELY negative energy (I used to be super loving and positive when I was younger but society and people screwed me up so I guess I am going to be labeled as an "Unhappy Indigp" and so if I get a cleansing will I be able to aee spirits and all that jazz?:)
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
awe thanks! 😊 I don't have a way at home to send you some of my art but i'll send you a link to my fanfiction. They are actually my writings when i'm hyper on coffee so they are kind of not my best writing since I tend to not take fanfiction seriously and joke around on it. But i'll also send on this review a link to my blog as well which has a lot of my deep thinking, poetry and paranormal experiences, which may seem unbelievable to some. But they my truths. A very spiritual psychic energy healer that I know has read my blog and finds my interaction with the spirit world beautiful. Which i'm grateful I have some people to share these things with.

https://www.fanfiction.net/u/2570336/tazzledmuch

Http://ellihatchet.blogspot.com/
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-14)
[at] eleiriel

You're a very intelligent person as I see! And you love to sing, act, write, and draw? That's cool! I love drawing and writing because I get to make a WHOLE mew other world in my portraits and writings. I would love to see some of your drawings and stories!
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
also a lot of times I don't feel fully human, i've read versions where indigo's aren't human. It can go either way. I actually don't know if indigo's are fully human or not.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
naw! I'm hard on myself too sometimes. But I remember a few minutes later that I shouldn't be affected by people's words, people don't know how intelligent someone is unless they could see into their soul. Find something that you enjoy doing in life and find you have a natural talent for, it will make things easier
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
by the way your not bothering me! I'm happy to help 😊 you are not stupid chicka.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
your not stupid or dumb! Actually indigo's are usually above the usual intelligence. Only because they don't just think logically, they think with their hearts and empathy too, but their are a lot genius indigo's just as their are lot of genius non indigo's. I'm really a deep thinker, i'm really creative. I wasn't above average or average when I was in school either. Infact my parents thought I had a learning disability and talked to me like I was dumb. They were wrong of course. I just have different way I learn things. Plus I was stubborn and I just didn't feel the need to fallow tradition. Indigo's can be rebellious. I don't believe indigo means that it's a learning disability nor does it make you dumb. When I look at people talking down to me in a stupid voice. I think wow. Judgmental much. I'm usually too sweet to say mean things to them cause I don't want to hurt them. No from what i've read and realized for myself is indigo is an evolution of the human race. And not a dumbed down evolution either. Indigo's are genius's just in a different way. Everyone has a talent. Mines my art and writing and singing acting and imagination. Infact I get this feeling that a lot of indigo's are in the filming and acting business. As actors, screen writers, and directors and set design and costume and makeup, and animation, song writers, musicians, authors, poets, and many others. So don't be hard on yourself. Indigos think from the heart, I believe a lot of indigo's are very creative and don't usually think in the box thinking much of society has. Like I said for me i'm a deep thinker and awriter. So hope this help sorry for replying late! 😊
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
your not stupid or dumb:) actually indigo's are usually above the usual intelligence. Only because they don't just think logically, they think with their hearts and empathy, but their are a lot genius indigo's just as their are lot of genius non indigo's. I'm really a deep thinker, i'm really creative. I wasn't above average or average when I was in school either. Infact my parents thought I had a learning disability and talked to me like I was dumb. They were wrong of course. I just have different way I learn things. Plus I was stubborn and I just didn't feel the need to fallow tradition. Indigo's can be rebellious. I don't believe indigo means that it's a learning disability nor does it make you dumb. When I look at people talking down to me in a stupid voice. I think wow. Judgmental much. I'm usually too sweet to say mean things to them cause I don'y want to hurt them. No from what i've read and realized for myself if indigo is an evolution of the human race. And not a dumbed down evolution either. Indigo's are genius's just in a different way. Everyone has a talent. Mines my art and writing and singing acting and imagination. Infact I get this feeling that a lot of indigo's are in the filming and acting business. As actors, screen writers, and directors and set design and costume and makeup, and animation, song writer, muscians, authors, poets, and many others. So don't be hard on yourself. Indigos think from the heart, I believe a lot of indigo's are very creaitive nad don't usually think in the box thinking society has like I said for me i'm a deep thinker and writer. So hope this help sorry for replying late:)!
Nikkiblue (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
Here is an indigo test I found online, I wouldn't take it too serious, but it may give you some insight

Http://www.selectsmart.com/FREE/select.php?client=indigochildren
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
[at] Eleiriel Oh, no these are really helpful sites so thank you very much! I have another question, heh I'm probably bothering you, but are Indigos usually called "below the intelligent line" or what I mean as "stupid" because we just got course cards in our school that are for recommendations of our classes and I got 2 advanced and 2 regular and the 2 regular recommendations I got it was like it screamed "YOU'RE A STUPIDO" and so I felt so offended by the recommendations for those classes and I felt like I was stupid for getting average classes and this year I have ALL advanced classes. But the thing os, I felt SO envious and so ashamed of myself because my other friends were gettiny recommended for Advanced or Honors while I think I am just a sheer and utter retard and all of them are really smart and I feel like I am just stupid and dumb and now I feel worthless. Am I really just acting like a teenager or just acting foolish?
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
you know maybe I picked some pretty bad sites. I'm sorry if I couldn't help you figure it out.

Later-
Eleiriel
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
sorry I've figures it out at least for me anyway the link that comes up green when you look at it, talks about earth angels, light workers and watchers. It seems to fit me a ton. It's seem spiritual to say the least. Sorry for posting so much.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
i thought i'd try one last time then i'll shut up. Boy i'm really talkitive.

Http://www.starseeds.net/forum/topics/hello-to-all-light-workers
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
whooops... Sorry i'm a blabber mouth hahaha! The one that I just posted right below I did'nt read very well I just realized it's blog about spirits ooooops! But the one further down seems more helpful I think? Maybe search earth angels, light workers, and watchers all in one
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
This has something about watchers. I've had dreams before telling me I was half angel by my guides. I'm not sure check out the link if you want, this is the best spirituall meaning I found.

Http://spiritsofthelight.tripod.com/id33.html
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
also I find my abilities tend to come out more when something cause hurt, fear, stress, anger.
eleiriel (guest)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
hmmmm... I'm pondering this. I actually don't know what watchers mean. But i've heard indigo's are here to guide and teach us all something unique to the planet. From what I've heard indigo's were sent down here to shake things up on earth, to help non indigo's remember our roots and that we are all one. I don't know something I read online several places. I don't remember the sites I read this at. Anyway. Maybe watchers the same thing as guide. I haven't too much research in a while. But from what a gather indigo's are here to teach others about love, empathy, and shake things up. I still don't understand everything about being and indigo. I hope this helped 😁
missanimationphan (1 stories) (7 posts)
 
10 years ago (2015-01-13)
[at] eleiriel: Oh, it's so cool to meet Indigos like you! And I also wish that I can find my abilities because I know, deep down, I can definitely do these things that Indigo Children can do. Also I went to the eye place to get new glasses with my mother and my sister and I was taking an eye examination and afterwards the lady who was taking my examination came into the room where I was going to get tested to get new glasses prescriptions and this is how it went:

My mother and my sister were fawning over magazines that were in room and I was in there and the examination lady comes in and says to my mom "Your daughter is a very gifted person."

My mom being as funny as she can be she said "Yeah I know, she draws and paints."

I was sitting in the chair and I was like "UM WHAT?"

And the lady chuckled and smiled and she said "No, no! Not like that. She has a very special gift, she is a watcher."

And my mother went like "OHHHHH that, some of my family members are watchers."

And I'm like: "What's that?"

Because I am REALLY curious but my mother's solution for that is saying: Search it up on Google, haha.

I did but I didn't get any valuable information about these "watchers" but I am assuming that she meant spirtual watchers.

Do you perhaps know what she meant by "watcher"? In a spirtual way.

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