My Special Soul

I have never really had the courage to share my story with other people in fear that they will not understand and it is one that is very special to me and very near and dear to my heart. My special story starts back in 2006, I had just turned 18 and I started dreaming of this little boy with blonde hair and brown eyes; I did not recognize his face but I knew his soul and from the moment I locked eyes with him in this dream I was in love and then he said the word "Momma" and my heart melted in a way that I can't explain with words! As soon as I realized he was my son I woke up and my heart felt like it had fallen out of my chest and onto the floor in front of me. The dream was so vivid and he felt so real; I immediately started to weep for this child; my child! After having this dream I felt him everywhere I went and continued to dream of him often. After about 2 years of this happening I decided to tell my boyfriend about these dreams, he thought it was odd but he didn't judge, I mean how are you supposed to tell someone (without sounding insane) that you miss someone with all your heart that doesn't even exist yet?! After I opened up about it I started to feel him even stronger; I swear I even saw him running down the hall way on a couple of family holidays! Even the urge to keep an eye on him felt so prominent in my day to day routines because I was seeing him so often, and then he told me his name; Symon! Back in 2011 my, now, fiance and I were on our way to the movies and we were stuck in traffic. As we were quietly sitting in the car waiting to move my fiance became startled and started looking over his shoulder preceding to ask me "did you hear that?" I replied "No! What's going on?" He told me that he, plain as day, heard a tiny voice say hello to him and that his name was Symon! I Immediately started to tear up and I told him that that was our son! I hadn't told him about the name before that incident, we were both so overwhelmed with emotion that we were both tearing up; we knew that was a special moment we were sharing together just then! It is now 2013 and I still feel this miraculous being with me, watching over me and patiently waiting for his mommy and daddy to be ready for him! If I have such a strong bond with him now it almost makes me wonder why he wanted to make his presence known so early in my life! I have a feeling he is going to be a very special little boy when he gets here and maybe he needed me to be prepared for that as much as possible! I love this little soul with all of my heart and have been patiently waiting for his arrival. My fiance and I are to wed in September of next year and plan to start a family soon there after so hopefully it won't be too much longer! Has anyone ever experienced this with any of their children? And if so how did it impact you lives when they were finally born?!