Where to begin. I am 20 years old, and now every day is becoming a struggle I feel alone I don't know what's real or right anymore and I keep falling in and out of different experiences. I fall into deep thought and concentration and then everything around me changes. I feel like my life is a huge test and I don't know which way is right. My friends I have grown up with, in there own way have shown me how they live their world, I would call it a religious experience. But I constantly see signs and I don't know which way to go. I have my own beliefs but I don't know how to follow them with extreme caution. I feel like I'm in my own dream and the world is moving too fast for me I feel like I'm going to fall through the cracks and fall into a world I don't want to be in. I feel even scared to post this as I don't trust anyone or anything. Even I feel like family members are out to get me. I'm just so confused I have grown up to believe what I perceived the world to be, and its just completely flipped. Please some guidance/reassurance would be helpful thanks. I have been going to help groups for psychosis. It could be a form but I have never believed in a mental illness as I believe no one is crazy. Religion really scares me. I feel like family and friends keep pointing me towards Christianity like walking different ways home and passing every church on the way. When I'm in control I see the signs clearly but the world becomes more scary and everything becomes more clear but my life is a huge riddle. Do I pursue this and figure it out or do I carry on how I live and feel like a slave.
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Try and take a calming moment every once and a while, try yoga, meditation, massage. Try and develop a plan for YOURSELF, with no outside influences involved, and put in what YOU think is most important for YOU.
YOU control your own life, so try and involve what you enjoy into it.
My advice is to find your peace. Pray about it, meditate on it or do some positive activity that makes your soul sing. For example,dancing, writing, tattoo artist, and etc. Control the things that you have power over and let the uncontrollable go.
The Bible says, there is always someone who has been through the same thing your dealing with. You are not alone in your feelings.
Tvs214
P.S. Your life is a journey, not a test.
What Annev states is absolutely right.
You have to choose your own way.
You already feel that you are noticing signs - trust these signs and decide how you feel you must utilise them, this is your intuition awakening.
Your aversion to your families Christianity, is real, don't abhor it and them, figure out why, your discoveries will aid your journey.
Explore the other alternatives, see what you can learn and experience from different churches, you might find a particular
" thing" that gels with you.
Sometimes, as Anne says, the world is a scary place, but put your faith in your actions, stay true to you!
Love love
If I was to give any advice, it would be to relax and not worry so much. Your life will unfold exactly at the right pace and at the right time. We cannot rush any of it. We're only as ready as we are at this very moment.
Everyone has a guide so you are not alone. It just feels that way and that's understandable.
Your friend's world is not your world. You have to make your own way. Instead of being frightened, maybe you can look at it from the viewpoint of exciting and new. How cool to be able to pick your own path based on what resonates with you and only you!
Following others leads to a life of quiet desperation. Be true to yourself and you can't go wrong.
The world is scary sometimes so be careful where you put your focus. You can focus on the news and all the bad things, or you can develop a plan centered around your passions and go from there. That's all up to you as you're the one who is in the driver's seat.
Anne
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I myself had very similar experiences when I was 12. Now I have a world view to help me put my experiences into context. I chose a Wicca/shamanistic path, and I have several friends who also have similar abilities to yours. And having them around helps.
So my advice is find a spiritual path that helps YOU. Note that I said spiritual not "religious". Find someone you can trust to talk about this, even if it's just on this site. You will know who you can trust.
One final note, Your focus determines your reality
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