Help For The Tillerman

I developed schizophrenia at the age of 19, I was a beginning channeler. I tried to channel my higher self and started having magical thoughts, delusions, and a suicidal attempt. That was 1992, in 2004 I used my intuition and won $1,800 as a casino. I've won candy bars, smaller contests, avoided traffic accidents, avoided a painful death a few times. Anybody have any suggestions on how to clear up the condition? I.ve heard it's a 3rd chakra that's too open. I've been told I'm a giver. What can I say I like helping people. I'm an Aries Pisces person with Capricorn rising. It. S not a bad condition. I have clairaudience which involves extraordinary interpersonal skills, I don't hear voices, yet I interpret people's emotional responses differently, like a warning to avoid an unpleasant situation, which would normally be a mocking laugh, which works 100% of the time. I was also deaf for the first 4 years of my life. I was born on a Friday at 3:11am, which explains why I'm always going on a trip.