I am calling myself Reena, I am 19 years old. All of my life I have had anxiety disorder. I was diagnosed when I was 8. Anxiety plays a big roll in what I am experiencing. Sometimes it makes me feel so overwhelmed because my experiences and my anxiety disorder just don't mix! So I am looking for ways to control this.
I have had experiences with spirits or ghosts but as I have got older my ghostly experiences have become less and less and my "ability" to sense things has grown stronger over the passed 3 years.
I am not the only one in my family who has experiences. My mom has what she calls visions but she ignores them because she thinks the same thing I do. We're just imagining it. We can't really be feeling this way.
Ever since I can remember I feel as if I can sense things. It's like I know that something is going to happen I just don't know what. Sometimes it will be an argument between somebody and myself or sometimes it's an argument between two different people. I have sensed when people are feeling ill. It's as if I am feeling what they are feeling before they tell me that they are feeling this way.
What really freaked me out the other day was when I had a huge dizzy spell like everything around me was moving and I got really nauseous then about an hour or two later we had a big earth quake around BC.
Usually when something is going to happen my stomach turns and sometimes I'll feel really nauseous. This causes so much anxiety.
I want to learn how to control this so that I don't feel so much anxiety. Does anyone else experience this? How do you deal with it?
Sometimes I just feel like I'm crazy and imagining things.