Making Things Fade Away

GlendaSC... Thanks... But I've been remodeling a bath in this old house of ours and its quite the job... And will take quite a few more days off here and there !

Thanks every one with your comments its cheered me up. I'm working on my English I'm doing everything I want to do. Hopefully I start to understand when I'm a bit older. Yeah I didn't enjoy school and yeah Its true the school wasn't so good either. I'm doing really well now that I'm at college. 😊

katie stop saying your english is bad it is not bad! I never notice it is bad. If you didn't get a good grade in english class, it's the teacher's fault. I had many teachers and some teachers are terrible. You should know there's good teachers and there's bad teachers. And who cares if someone is bad at english. It's mostly people who speak english that makes fun of other languages. And try to find the power within yourself, so you won't have to always come on here for advice. I think some of the advice on here are not even accruate and that should be obvious.

Edmund - you are strangely silent. *sigh* You are on "study" mode. I understand that. You have something new to record. I hope my experiences are a little useful. Most people find them that way if they don't run off. I've always felt like such an oddity, even in the business world which seemed safe. You don't expect "psychic stuff" there, but it happens. A lot. Mostly, I just wanted to thank you.

Katie - I do hope an apology to you is enough. I think you should express yourself. If someone offends you, can choose. I choose to be here, or I choose to leave. But, it has to be about what you feel lead to do. I've left many, many times. I expect that mostly. I'm surprised to feel differently. Your opinions and those of others might ring a bell with folks.

Katie and Ara - to me, everyone on this site is basically on the same side. We are seekers. Being different, opposites even, is useful. We are the only ones who even come close to understanding each other usually. I think you two have something to give each other. I might be wrong.

Katie - I'm glad you're back. I'm sorry if I offended you in anyway, really. No one has the right to do that to another person. Being an old person, a mom, I just worry about you. I see it so much. People who are young and receptive and maybe too curious. Be careful who you listen to and what you believe and who you let scare you. I should be working today, at the volunteer place and around the house and yard. Honestly, I'm tired. When you choose to confront and accept entities and places not "under the sun," you open yourself up a bit. It seems. I took a quick nap yesterday. I woke up jarred, hearing, "Wake-up! It's over your house!" Well, I jumped out of bed. Scared. Then I thought about it. It wasn't "my" voice. It was an outsider trying to rattle my chain. I am still a little peeved. I let myself get rattled. I saw this dark thing in my sleep. Well, it won't happen again, I assure you. My "logical" husband said the other night, what was that? I've known him over 25 years. This was his first time to ever say anything like that. He looked up. I just told him, "some joke thing..." I kept watching TV and to be truthful, I refuse, I'm not a kid, to let whatever it trying, to jerk my chain, and especially his. I pray for safety, not just for myself. But, you need to know, grow into this. It is real. Today, in the car driving my son and neighbor to highschool, they were talking about a fire thing you could try at home. This morning. I told them to be careful. Fire is useful, but not a toy. Too many people could loose property or be hurt. Growing might mean mean six months for you. For me it has meant forty-nine years to this point.

I really like this site but I'll only come on here when I'm not doing anything and need help. What If I experience something! Then I need help and advice on it. I can't really talk to people around me about it I did talk to a girl about it on my course and she said she's experience things like me. I'm so glad that someone knows what its like and understands. She's experience most of what I have experienced. 😊 She said that someone pushed her when on the bed but when she looked no one was there that's how we started talking about it all.

Katie you are back! How did you get your account back? There's more in life then just here, but welcome back.

GlendaSC...maybe, but they do have these spy planes that look like UFOs as well, so I've considered all of the possibilites. Keep an open mind right

bye GlendaSC I've deleted my account Your right I'm still young I got my life ahead of me. I'm only 17 years old and my life is on Performing arts and media. Thanks for your comments and advice. I will be improving my English this year and later on in life I hopefully be writing a book my own book about me and my life.

I know I should take my time. I didn't notice you all couldn't read and understand my stories. Lol oops. I'm trying to work on my English but its hard cause I'm better at maths. I really don't enjoy English but I have got to really pass it before July to get on the next level in media next year. Sorry everyone thanks for telling me anyway. Yeah but you know I'm still young I'm only 17 but when I'm older about 19 I be good at my maths,English, singing, acting, media studies and dancing. Hopefully modelling. Halloween 2007 was my last story so you won't be hearing from no more. Cause I be busy in a week I'm off this week but next week I be busy!

hi johnson a* student I didn't do good on my english when at school I failed I got a grade D so sorry. I'm at college now Improving my english If you got a problem with that then don't bother reading my stories.

Ara - monitor what you mention openly on the internet. I'm careful. I write about years in the past. Years now and in the future, I'm careful. The net feels a little observed to me. Take that as you will. Just a note. Perhaps silly, but meant seriously to the wise. The internet feels really creepy to me.

This is not encouragement to you to get interested here. I think they only make random mess-ups. It would be boring. But, it is an interesting question. Is some government more advanced than we know? Even many years ago. Or are there others out there who want to know us in some way? Well, at this house, I can assure you, they would not be welcomed. A bit protective. I think everything has it's place. Everything. That includes spooky stuff. But, I'm not very tolerant which is probably my worse thing. So I'm working on it.

Ara - this might interest you. My uncle worked for NASA for a number of years. He sent us a home movie, those big reels, of the first rockets disconnecting but that was a secret at that time. It was on the news later. He's dead so it doesn't matter. Well, it was like a big joke to him that UFOs existed. All astronaunts and NASA people knew it. I was little. No opionion. I do remember being 17 in the boonies of Arkansas with a date who had just gotten college and was worried about his career. Then this weird thing flew over us. After some time had passed, he kept driving, I asked what that was. He said, I don't know or care but I'm not going to tell anyone. Dazed, I just shook my head. I don't know what that means either. I've always remembered it though. Exactly. That was 32 years ago.

johnson - ty for writing. I think she needed to hear what most people felt. But, it is just impatience. Patience and caring about others takes years. I still struggle with that "being about me" thing and caring what others think other thing. She is still young I think. I'm glad you confronted it.

johnson - I do see your point. I think she rushes. Young people do that. But, I think once Katie learns patience and years, she is a strong person. We expect one thing and get another. It happens. It's knowing that you got the right thing, no matter what, that separates the men from the boys.

Ara - I heard about it on our news, but not a lot. That made me wonder because usually these kinds of things are replayed a lot on slow news days. There might be people telling people to not get too indepth on this one. I had an uncle who use to work for NASA. It happened. I take it because it's probably from people who are wiser in what should be broadcast. Still, I wonder.

katie,we all have an imagination. I think a lot of us seem to have an over-active one more than others. Your stories are so confusing that I can't believe a word. They sound like you make them up as you go on.sorry, but they are poorly writtten.

GlendaSC...well some are dead, but some in the hospital. (seat ejectors... Though it didn't say that on the news) I am still very worried, that this was not just a 'collision' sure the waves hit at the wrong time, but to have 4 planes 3.5 hours away from their doing rounds is not looking good and it's not normal, about how low they were and I did some more remote viewing to see and they kept it up for hours pacing back and forth and those planes don't do those type of things. It was more than a collision, but they're not even saying 1/5 of what is happening, but sometimes it's for the best.

Katie - you have loads of energy and insight. You have gifts. Enjoy them. But, it has to be balanced I think with wisdom. What is that? Being quiet, being humble and saying I can take nothing or whatever is out there, listening, and accepting whatever. Then doing it over again. Knowing that the dumbest problem of the person next to you is more important. Forgetting about yourself and focusing. You may be too young to understand this now, but maybe in three years or ten. Maybe when you are sixty. You make that choice. Learn to think and study and plan far ahead. What do you want. Is it spirtual? If not, know it. Is it security, then look for it and do what you have to do. I don't know about making things fade or pop, but I do know what matters to me. Find yours. Make a vision of it. Then just do it.

Ara - saw about the collison on the news. Of course, the main news gets it later. Interesting stuff isn't it.

Ok Thanks everyone with your comments I'm glad you read my story and its helped alot. I'm so glad I found this website because If I didn't I wouldn't know what to do. I'm so glad I can share my experiences with you all. 😊

Thanks for the comment! It was interesting to read and I'll just wait and see if I have dreams like yours. 😁

hi aramasamara yeah you know like a camera it can zoom in and out I can also do that with my eyes. I had difficulty explaining it now I have. One time at night I have seen kind of through the door when closed and saw the landing the night before that I saw through the wall and saw the moon.

I don't know where to post this, but as some of you know Tendall AF base had a collision, and of course there are people in the hospital. I know where that is, as well as living not too far... However now there are these small planes smaller than C130... But I have no clue what they are and they've flown over our house really low to the ground four times, still trying to gather information, but highly suspcious... Hoping they don't crash it's really bugging me.

Katie I've done sort of like you before for some of my remote viewing, like if I want to see who is in a closed room I will 'open it up' however it is still there, not all gone like you said, but it's not really traslucent either, it's more of seeing the wall and the person behind it in a seperated diminsion.

When I'm older I would love to write my own book about my life! Hopefully it will be a popular book which people would enjoy reading. I also doing media at college and acting in the evenings. I be soon doing singing and dancing. If I was going to ever release a song it would be about the things I went through. When doing all of them I will show the right emotions, movement and that. I'm good at staying in character when I be doing those things especially when doing acting!

Got curious and looked it up on the internet. The book was "The Wreck of the Titan..." It was written 14 years before the Titanic. It was an unsinkable cruise ship with the rich and famous on it. On its maiden voyage it hit an iceberg. 1/3 survived because there weren't enough lifeboats and it was encouraged to break speed records. All of these things are like the Titanic. It was not published. Editors told Robertson, a seaman, that it was unbelievable. Irony.