Ex Boyfriend Still Around

I had a boyfriend and a friend who were murdered and some weird things were happening. The day after they were killed (different days) my tv would go on and off by itself. I would be watching it and it would turn off and I would turn it on and off it would go again. Or I would turn it off for the night and it would turn back on. I wasn't scared and I somehow knew who it was. I would tell them what I had to say to them and then they would stop. I always know when my ex boyfriend would be around because I would get a certain smell around me. After my boyfriend was killed I was very depressed and started to read my bible any chance I got. After a couple weeks of this I started knowing things before they happened. I might be going somewhere that day and know all of a sudden who I will see when I get there or something that will happen. I don't see it, I just know it. Once I stopped reading my bible these things still happened sometimes but not very much. And always while I'm awake, I never dream anything that comes true. My aunt is psychic. She does this for a living. Her daughter also has some psychic abilities. I was always kept away from this side of the family while growing up. I just met my aunt once or twice in my life so I don't want to ask her what am I and how can I get better at this? I never had this stuff happen until I started reading my bible but I always learned growing up in church that this psychic stuff is a sin. So I am confused and need some answers. Thank you in advance for anything you can tell me to help me!