Hey all!:) I have had abilities all my life. When I was around 3 or 4 I saw an older women with salt and pepper hair walk through walls in my house (I think the one wall wasn't there in her time). She had a night gown on and was bloody in the lower stomach region. It used to scare me and my older brother thought I was imagining things. I would have nightmares of her coming into my dreams and got to a point that I didn't want to sleep. We eventually moved after my older brother (the one who didn't believe me) accidently put a hole in the wall and found something. When I got a little older, I asked about the house and I was then told about a woman who was murdered in the house while she was asleep, she was late 40's early 50's. I knew then that I was different.
I also have always been able to feel people's emotions. I was confused about this at first. I didn't understand why when I would become sad when one person walked in or nervous with another, etc. I couldn't be in large groups without feeling overwhelmed, confused, and especially drained. (I still can't for long periods but I have better control over that now).
I've also had premonitions in my dreams and actually that's how my maternal grandfather first started talking to me. He died 3 months after I was born but in a dream I had when I was 13, he told me he would watch over me and would keep me safe. Also in my dreams, I would see auras around people, this helped me decipher who I was communicating with.
I also have healing abilities, so does my mom and my grandmother did as well. These abilities go back generations among my family. When my grandmother passed away 2 years ago, my abilities heightened. I also have 3 children which helped strengthen these abilities and actually my oldest, who was born on Halloween in 2007, has abilities as well. (he's seen my grandfather and has talked with him. I knew this already because I felt his presence when I walked into my son's room.)
Recently I had my grandmother visit me to relay a message to my mom. The message was to tell her that "stop thinking you let me down because you didn't. I love you" When I told my mom this, she began crying. 3 days before, she was talking to my grandmother and apologizing for not being the perfect daughter and apologizing for letting her down, etc.
My mom had a dream a few nights ago involving my grandfather, grandmother, and a friend of my grandmother's. (they all passed away). In the dream, the friend told my mom that my Grandfather had something to tell her but my mom woke up to soon.
2 nights ago as I was driving, I felt his presence come into the vehicle and I said, "hi grandpa, what do you need to tell me?" He said and it's weird because I didn't actually hear his voice but I saw the words and knew what he was saying. If that makes sense. He said to tell my little girl I love her and I'm not mad at her, I was just trying to protect her. (they got into a fight before he died and they never got to make it right, it involved him trying to protect her from my father.) But I'm worried about her. I asked him what he was worried about and he responded with heart, lungs, stomach, bladder, and blood. I knew he died of a heart attack and it was due to bad blood-a sort of blood disorder that pretty much destroyed the outside of his heart. So I said the blood is bad? He said she needs to have it checked but around these areas. Then he said cancer.
I told my mom about this and we found out yesterday about our family history and all of these are involved. All of these problems resulted from "bad blood" and they weren't caught in time. My mom's blood work has been inconclusive for many things as well as her urine and I know my grandfather already knows this. I didn't know the full extent of my mom's health symptoms until I asked my grandfather to show me what he was talking about. I felt almost immediately what my mom feels and I described the symptoms I felt to her and she told me that was exactly what she feels but she didn't think too much about it. So, my grandfather showed me and told me things to relay to her to have checked out because these are things that run in the family and can be problematic (cancerous) if not resolved.
Oh, the last thing not pertaining to medium experiences but are psychic experiences is that I will receive information about people and recently contacted one who I received information about. She was surprised and asked how I knew and I told her and she believes too and is an empath but she did joke and say I should make this a profession! Lol. I also have began to see auras without needing to dream. I vaguely remember seeing them as a child but when the abuse started, some of my abilities became blocked. Since I have received counseling they opened and now that I'm meditating, they have opened even more.:)