I've been dealing with demons for about four years now. Two years ago I was possessed by two demons on mothers day. My mother and I been praying a lot, burning sage, and calling priests to bless the house. They went away for a while, but came back. I've got possessed 4 times last week. It gets really bad sometimes, I would get these really bad thoughts. Last week, I talked to this psychic, he is one of my moms friend. It was inside of me, I was falling backwards, and feeling confused, don't know where I'm at, or what's going on. I remember staring at this picture where it had two angels that were babies. They made me talk. They made me say, I'm in hell, you're going to die, I'm going to kill you. Scary.
Something wanted me to go to a field by my moms house. So they took me, I went, just walking thought it, it was weird because it lead to these marks, looking like a car went through there, but I don't really know...? And it was 11:00pm night. Dark, so I couldn't tell. I was standing in the field for about 15 minutes just staring. Then I left. I felt like it went out of me. I went to my moms house after wards. My moms friend had sat me down, and washed my feet. He did it to show love for jesus christ. I felt better for a while.
Right when I got to my house, it started all over again. Possession. My moms friend tells me, don't let them control you, tell them out loud to go away you are not going to come inside me. I do, but then it's hard. They make me not want to pray, and hate god and jesus. I don't know what to do. Can someone help me? What can I do? Should I get an exorcism? First time they possessed me was on mothers day two years ago, by two demons. My mom and her aunt tried everything they could to get it out. It went away for a little bit, then came back couple days later. I don't know what to do. I really don't want to end up back in the hospital again because I'm crazy. I can't bless the house I'm in or do anything because everyone I live with is not a believer in this, they are so negative, and hate when this stuff is being talked about. Only my mom believes me, no one else. Should I get an exorcism?