i am 19 years old and I live in Australia, I'm a 3rd year apprentice chef and I need help understanding myself...
This is my first upload on a site like this and the second time talking about my psychic experiences... The only person I have told is my girlfriend of 2 and a half years now... Now to explain what I need help with
1) this is really hard to explain and I hope someone can understand or relate but sometimes I get thoughts that turn out to be what people are going to say, but I don't realize its someone else's thought until I say it and someone says I was going to say that or they say it and I realize that's EXACTLY what I was thinking. It's surprising how accurate it is
2) I know things about people that I would never know unless they told me and I can just look at someone and tell them about themselves (they're interests and what they were like when they where children,etc)
3) I can hear things up to 10 minutes before it actually happens for example I was walking home one time and I heard my ringtone and moments later my phone rang and there are many more
4) I can feel a presence always around me (this happens most of the time). For example I feel like I'm constantly being watched and when this happens I feel my heart speed up slightly and I feel mixed emotions, etc and sometimes it gets overwhelming, once I couldn't move from a certain spot once I stood there and my breathing was uncontrollable, I felt only slightly dizzy and my skin felt uneasy (if that makes sense) but I know its not a medical issue because that night it was only me and my girlfriend home in bed (the door was locked I even checked it before I went to bed and again in the morning and my front door opened and closed twice within 1 hour around 11 - midnight and another time my bedroom door opened and the same night my guitar strummed its self once in a downward motion, things falling over, etc, all these things happened when these feelings occurred
5) this is the best way I can describe it. When I'm about to catch the train I can close my eyes while I'm standing on the platform and I can see the train pull up and I stand where I'm imagining the door will be and 9 times out of 10 it will be right, I can even get where the center of the button/door handle will be
I think that's everything. Please any help/advise will be helpful
I disagree that sleeping while trying to meditate is bad. When you calm your mind, you discover your body's true needs and feelings. If you fall asleep, all it means is that you aren't getting enough sleep (some people need more than the recommended 8 hours).
If you cannot concentrate when crossing your legs, then don't cross them. You need to be comfortable, else you will not meditate. You can practice meditating in different postures if you like when you become more skilled at it. But really, I don't think it matters.
Good luck!
Adaryn7