There have been so many things happening to me that I am so confused and I don't know what I am! I usually get them in small doses which makes me even more confused so ill start from the beginning:
A couple of years ago I had a dream that someone close to me would die, it was as if I was looking at myself except I had a different hairstyle from the one I had in the present moment. 4 Months later my step sister died and I had my hair changed to what was in the dream 4 months ago so my dream came true.
I also managed to predict my exam results perfectly which was good I told my mum about it before they came through he door and when it came true she still didn't believe me. Which is annoying?
After that I pleaded and cried to get my psychic abilities to leave me as I didn't want any more pain.
Then I knew that someone I loved was going to die from an illness but I didn't know who, Then they did. I feel so much guilt for this I feel as though it's my own fault that their gone.
Then one of the weirdest things happened I was outside helping my parents move wood to the back of the house and I began to smell water, I asked if anyone could smell it because you can sometimes smell it from an oncoming storm,, instead they looked at me weirdly and said no. I think it then rained the next day or something or it may have been from my neighbour's pond. I can smell water from my taps and I was sitting in my room with the door closed and I could smell water. My dad said night so I opened the door and he was holding a glass of water, I know that I knew that he wasn't getting water because I thought that he was still in the living room.
Also I can feel the cold. Whenever my freezer is open and I am in the middle of the kitchen I begin to get extremely cold but no one else around me does. Even when I'm in my living room and the freezer is open in the kitchen I begin to cold and no one else does. But the weirdest thing happened I was sitting in the living room with my dad and my mum came through with a frozen chicken and said something about dinner I began to feel cold as if I was extracting the cold from it. As my mum left I ask my dad if he could feel the cold from it he looked at me strangely and said no. And when I was at the until at my work someone had a slush puppy and I began to get very cold as if I was extracting the cold from it. Also if I just sit for a Minuit and thing about getting my hand for example cold it does it goes really cold, I told my best friend about what I was experiencing about the cold thing and so I thought about getting cold and then I touched his hand and for the rest of the class he said he felt as though there was this dome of coldness on his hand where I had touched him.
And my five senses are better than everyone else's I can smell the coffee from the staff room at my school before anyone else.
And when I was 10. I had this one moment of super speed where I caught a falling glue stick.
Also I have had this thing every now and again where if someone asks me something I have not studied at all. I will sort of just know it like have the answer there.
I have sort of locked everything away now because I began to get scared in case it was all in my head or something.
But if these things are real I just want to know where I belong I feel so confused and scared.
I feel as though I have tiny bits of psychic abilities and I just wish that I could finally just realize what it is I have and how to control it and how to make it stronger instead of getting little doses of everything.
I'm sorry that this is so long but I just really needed to get it off of my chest
Thank you:)
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Thank you for your response. I am so glad my reply helped you.
I am really happy for you that you are going to meet your friend to chat - I hope it works out really well for you and you do better than me and keep an open mind, then whatever happens things will work out how they are meant to - I don't think you will be disappointed... I always say with this ability - expect nothing and nothing but the unexptected and you are guaranteed to be blessed, even if it's not always obvious they are blessings to start with...!:-)
I am glad you are not letting fear hold you back but, hopefully I don't sound like I am contradicting myself, but do remember fear can also be really helpful in the right way... It can guide us to keep us on the right track! Best fear to face first, I found, is the fear of being honest with myself...!:-)
Sitting by the stream sounds like a wonderful idea... Keep safe, won't you? Don't go alone if it's secluded - it should be meditative, peaceful and help recharge your batteries... That always helps me get clear in my mind!
Blessings Inmyownworld13:-)