I am 16. I have known I was "special" (I didn't know the original word at the time) since I was twelve.
I fell in love with a boy way more deeply than would be considered normal for a girl of twelve. And I first noticed something when I could
Sense his emotions. I felt a sense of dread one day, and realized he was in trouble. Or I knew he was uncomfortable one day, even though we hadn't spoken a word. He also lives 900 Miles away from me, so any way he could have conveyed emotion was purely psychic.
Around fourteen, I started reading eyes. It started small, but it is getting stronger, and I can read most things even through pictures.
Although if I do too many people in a day, I start to get tired. Sometimes it scares me, seeing all the darkness in peoples eyes.
I now firmly believe in magic, and I know I need a trainer to help me better balance my powers. I know I am capable of Hypnotism
And I believe I can also travel different places, although I'm going to need training on that as well. I know what I'm capable of
Because I can feel it in my soul. This is all new to me, and as my parents are really against anything that takes form of magic, I have
No way of knowing how to find help. If someone can help me, or at least train me how to control my powers, I would be very very grateful.
It was really encouraging seeing other people experience this too, and it isn't just me being crazy.
Again, if anyone can help me, I'd be so thankful. I don't want to get into dark powers like raising ghosts, or speaking to the dead,
Or changing into animals. I mostly want to enhance the natural abilities I have, and can feel I could have.
Where do I go for this?
Thanks!
Maci Styles