Starting To Realize My Gift

I am currently 11 years old and have been starting to realize my gift. I am not sure of what my gift is called and it truly frightens me to be like this. I have been open to psychic ability for most of my life and am able to sense a spirit and their emotions. I can also sometimes see things in my dreams that will happen to me a year or two later in life and before even meeting somebody by looking at their eyes I can tell if they are going to be good natured person or not.

I have always had this gift but just a year ago on the new year of 2009 my senses were drastically heightened after a very odd experience. At around midnight, my friends family came over to my house to celebrate the New Year and at around three o'clock in the morning I started to get a fever and felt extremely cold. After about two hours of this I finally fell asleep with the help of my mother. After that day my brother and I have both started to be psychically aware of everything that I have listed. So we told our parents of our new discoveries. We found out that about half of my mother's side of the family has had very similar gifts. Seeing into the future being the most common among my family.

But even then my parents would not believe that I can see things and I really need to learn to control this power because as I said earlier in my story being able to see and feel these spirits truly scares me and I am often finding myself around lots of other people to try and lose the fear but all that really does is numb the pain until I am around other family members again. Somebody please explain what is happening to me.