I was born in 1965. My experiences cover empathic, telepathic, cloud awareness, animal and environmental awareness, color and number awareness, ghosts, angels, premonition dreams, soul travel. I knew I was different early. I believed that was bad. I hid and pretended in school. I was in an abusive marriage so he could make me be like normal people. I allowed Dr's to judge me and medicate me to try to deny myself. NO MORE! I am coming out of my psychic closet. I am trying to love me.
I will share tales if I think they will help in a situation. My purpose here for introducing myself is because I want every person who sees these words to allow themselves. ALLOW yourself please. EXPLORE religions that touch upon Karma, Soul travel. Explore thoughts of the being as a light within. Get a crystal and work with it.
This is my opinion: Humans use a portion of their minds. Persons of psychic ability have other areas of their minds opened. But they only interpret a glimpse. We have no formal training in the United States regarding this type of awareness, and since our government is based on mathematical thinkers (help me find a better word for them than mathematical) and that type of person created the educational system, who created our DR's. We are trying to medicate and control ourselves as a race because our awareness do not seem "normal". Our leaders do not want to depend on a person who sees things, or who hears voices... So we control, institutionalize, medicate, imprison, label... How many thousands... Millions?
I am not saying free criminals. I am saying that the only people who can teach society that we are not weird, bad, different, is US! So allow yourself to travel.
Are we slowing the evolution of mankind by denying the unseen?
Allow yourselves. Don't laugh at your children when they talk of odd dreams or hearing things, find people who you can share these stories with and receive the validation you need to be you.
Good luck and love to each loving light out there. You are not separate from me, we are all, the entire planet connected. We are one. It is in the larger sense, God. We are of and apart of that everlasting existence. Each just an opportunity to interpret our awareness to the others. To teach each other how to become closer together through love and acceptance. And the archaic way of trying to communicate with each other - by using our mouths, is all we have at this time. But we can change that with allowing!
So try to be accepting and not tease. Love and embrace all.
Google Desiderata. I think you'll like it.
And I hope you like me, as we adventure together. I have hidden for many years. A Red bird (according to an animal spirit guide) who is afraid to fly, hides in the grass and envies the turtle his shell.
I hope you like me, because... It is scary, being different.
Love,
Anne Marie
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I would like to thank you for your outstanding sense of outward compassion. I have noticed that I can feel what others are feeling, though not necessarily hearing what they are saying. My dreams bring on much more than simple déjà vu as I can see what may come to pass or an extreme likeness of it. I have been able to help people with these dreams, though I have had to do so illusively. I can also influence people to do things. I do not know how. I do not 'control' them in a sense, but rather enter a thought into their consciousness for contemplation. I cannot do this however when I am trying to do it. There are numerous examples and I do not believe this can be simple coincidence. I read that you were able to stop your friend's ability to play a videogame in an arcade area. How? Is there a specific mind frame you must be in? I do not know if people know I am in their minds, and I do not know how I get in, but I notice that they look around very skeptically as though they know there is something there. This is what triggered my idea that there was not simple coincidence at work.
I am afraid to tell people for the fear of the risk of coming across as unstable. As a younger individual, I do not know how to proceed. Honestly, socially I am very weak, I prefer to be reclusive and think. However, I do feel people nonetheless. This allows me to have many close acquaintances. I only have about three people whom I would consider real friends even though I can connect with people. It is almost as though I do not wish to get close to too many people. Were you like this? What about anyone you know? Have you ever foretold the future, or 'felt' it was to be played out a certain way? I cannot say that I have ever moved the clouds, nor have ever paid any attention if I have.
Sorry for the 'scatteredness' of this, I am a bit excited because I have never heard of anyone having anything like this happen to them as well.
Thank you,
Sergio