I am trying to learn how to embrace and grow in my medium abilities. My entire life I have had instances where I feel like I am not alone, I feel afraid of the dark, I am very tuned into my feelings, I am a highly sensitive person. I have heard things I cannot explain and I have seen things I cannot explain. It has taken a while for me to really know how to accept that maybe I have special gifts or abilities. Now that I have acknowledged this, I do not know what to do to embrace this and to grow.
I am hoping that someone here can help me with knowing where to look and start learning and growing. I literally wonder if I need to look into Chakra information and crystal stone information, crystal ball information. I feel full of questions without knowing where to start. I know this is something to grow in time and it won't happen over night, and I am fine with that. I just want to understand me and all this.
For the longest time I have felt like I am possibly crazy with my emotions, and my intuitions, and my feelings or sensations of not being alone. I've even take medications for mental disorders.
With all the questions; however; my spouse has been supportive of me. I'm certain that he is curious of things as well. He is a believer of the other world as well. Which really helps me to know I can safely embrace the person and capabilities that lie within me. With all this said, does anyone have ideas of where I should start? Where I should look for information? Learn how to be a medium in more depth?
Thank you for listening and I look forward to your responses. Bless Be!
Enlightening /evolving /growing /developing powers/become light etc (it's just the same thing called differently) means to raise your vibration to a level it can reach your soul's purpose. Crystals and gemstones have a certain vibration in them that have the same frequency as the energy sources in the human body - the chakras. And meditating with them Will give some results to lifting your soul. You're right it won't happen all over night but steady work /effort /training WILL give you results.
Meditation is a great start point because you'll start looking for answers within you /your soul. Gemstones /yoga/diet/healthiness will help your body work in sync with your soul so you can hear your souls voice better and work with it and become one.
A sure way to get answers is to connect with you guardian angel because they have been with you ever since your soul was first created /incarnated on the earth /first human life and they know everything that's ever happened to you.
All I can do is guide you and direct you and show you the Path but you're the one that's driving.
If you have questions about spiritualism or want to work together feel free to email me at
Vicki.l1893 [at] gmail.com