I come from a family of sensitive people and I've always liked the supernatural, and recently I started getting weird "visions" or something.
My grandma has always said how I'm sensitive but I haven't noticed it until recently, always wished I could help people in a way only some can.
These days, I more frequently get deja vú and I know what's going to happen after the deja vú.
If I'm at the table and getting it, I know what everyone is going to say and I sometimes say it just a second before they do.
But back to my "visions".
I get these feelings of power surges and I dream of becoming an angel who sacrifices himself for mankind.
I get these images of me crying and then dying with the knowledge I saved everyone from themselves.
I think it has something to do with the prophecies of 2012 and the global warming.
These rushes of power can sometimes make me cry and I feel like I can control everything, from rock to the heavens themselves, but I'm also a bit scared because I want to be a an ordinary boy with hopes of becoming psychic.
Can anyone tell me why I just recently started getting these "visions" or am I just dreaming?
Ps. Please don't tease because I'm not saying I'm anything, just looking for answers and advice.
And WOW does it feel wierd to think of me being an angel reincarnated, never heard of that.
I'm going to read about it, and hopefully we won't die on the midwintersolstice in 2012.
Hugs Sebastian