I am a high school sophomore with sensitivity to auras. The auras I see/feel manifest themselves in a sort of static around a person; like the visual snow you get off of a TV that has poor reception. I can't control my abilities very well and I'm easily overwhelmed by other people's auras, so I prefer to avoid group situations.
Today I was in Chorus and I had to sing a solo. The song we were singing was hallelujah and everyone was so emotional that I started shaking as I walked up to sing. While I was singing I was trying to use my abilities to my advantage by filtering everyone's emotions into my voice, however I tend to be most vulnerable to auras while singing. Needless to say, allowing auras into me while vulnerable was a bad idea- a very bad idea. My spiritual center, my upper chest, started feeling hot from all of the auras. My heart began thudding, I started trembling everywhere, and the heat on my chest rose from bathwater to blowtorch in about 8 seconds.
I was halfway through the second verse when I was overwhelmed and I had a panic attack. I fell over trembling in front of everyone. Trying to explain my sudden attack to my teachers and family was difficult because I had to omit the metaphysical part, since they're all cynics. This just happened an hour ago.
It was so scary, because I've never sung a solo in front of so many people before. (About 70 are in the class.) I've done public speaking and I've sung solos in front of small groups (20-30), but being so shaken by auras has never happened before.
It makes me wonder if other psychics have had this problem. If you have any advice please share, I don't want my powers to interfere with my life like this.
Blessed Be,
Tess ❤