What Are These Signs?

I have had psychic abilities all my life, and it was somehow given a "boost" when I was about 12 1/2 years old. I started having problems with my abilities, which include precognition and premonitions, telepathy, intuition, clairvoyance, remote viewing and slight TK. When I was 14 after opening up my emotions and I started seeing auras. My mind went into an intense radio silence since then, and it was a struggle and I had thought of suicide because it was that bad! Now, almost 16 years old, I was given another "boost" and my senses flared for a few days, then my perception came back! The only thing that I can't do is lift pebbles anymore. It doesn't exactly make sense to me even though I have taken paranormal and psychology courses in high school. 5 months after I turned 15, I noticed that I stopped getting sick. And other things started happening to my body and mind. I can learn things automatically as if everything was self explanatory to me. It just doesn't make sense to me. Everything came back. And I even gained new abilities. Like, I can turn fire blue by putting energy into it, and I can do other things with my energy. I don't even bother going to see a movie anymore because I always know what happens. One theory is that I am using my mind to control my body functions. *Another theory is the fact that I withdrew myself from emotion and people.* I don't know what is happening to me. But, I think not feeling any emotions is helping me; less to deal with. Can someone please help me explain what is going on? It would put me at a little more ease and understanding.

Signs

I'm getting these numbers: 6, 26, 11, 12, 21, 13

I usually get these numbers on my clock: I use to get 11:11, but now I get 1:11, 11:12, 12:12, etc;

I see these numbers a lot. 66, 666, 6:12, 6:13, etc.

The other signs are sort of different. I am Celtic, and I have a symbol which is (look it up please.) The "Celtic Trinity Knot". It has three ends. I keep seeing a lot of things that are similar with three ends; It's like a triangle. I see a triangle in a constellation of stars which appears viewable from my bedroom window. Of course, I have done research on this stuff, and I didn't like what I found out. The triangle, 666, and some of the things that I have experienced have an evil meaning. It just doesn't make sense to me, yet it does. It would make sense of the nightmares that I have had since I was a little girl, the shadows that I see out of the corner of my eye very often, why my mothers' dog barks at the area where I usually think something is, the whispers of my name, and many other things. And, when I am laying down on my couch (Which is also my bed), I feel the coldness going up and down my lower leg as if petting my leg and the same with my head. I sense this coldness is evil yet it seems protective of me. See?! It's crazy! It doesn't make sense to me but I know it's there. Please help me figure out what is happening! Another question: I keep getting a feeling that I am being told to leave. At night, I sit in my dark room (which it has been since I moved since there is no light bulb). It is silent unless I have my music turned up. First, I hear ringing in my ears then I sense the presence like always, and then the whispering. Well, it's a mixture of whispering and talking in my head, saying that I need to go. I keep getting an intense vibe that I should leave. I don't know. Please help me make sense of this, otherwise I'll think I'm crazy! --Raven