For the past three months I have been taking nightly walks at the park for exercise and to just gaze at the night sky and every night I went on these walks I keep seeing either a crow or a raven taking off and flying over me just out of the side of my eye. Sometimes, I even see a Crow/Raven perched on the ground while looking directly at it but every time I look directly up when its supposed to fly directly over my head the bird is not there. I have no idea what is going on. Can anyone give me any insight into what may be happening?
For the past six months I have been having some very strange dreams of someone I didn't know that passed on. This particular person when he died his death hit me hard it was like a part of me died, too. Like I lost my best friend and like a part of my soul died. For the first two months after this person died I was physically sick. I was nauseous, vomiting, my head felt foggy, and I felt very confused and even became very depressed. I went to the doctor thinking I had the flu but they told me I didn't have it. However, this particular person he had depression and died by carbon monoxide poisoning. I have never had depression in my life and I believe I may have been experiencing his final moments. I can accept that someone I never met I have connected with on a another level but I don't understand why I am having visions of a crow or a raven or if the two are connected in some sort of way that I don't understand. Now the person who I have connected with on this other plane I have heard he was into astrology, myths and folklore of all cultures, visited mediums, had strange dreams his entire life, and was a serious lover of the moon. So, much so that he took his own life under the super moon or blue moon back in December 2017. I don't know if that has anything to do with my experiences or my visions. But if anyone has any ideas. I would greatly appreciate it.