When I was little I would go to my mom in the middle of the night and complain to her about the women staring at me or the cats sitting on me or the birds flying above my head almost every night. I wouldn't remember any of it when I woke up. I would also see a men with long hair in the corner of my eye all the time, but I wasn't afraid of him. Now I don't see him anymore tho. Few days ago I stayed over at my friends house and she said I woke at the middle of the night and asked where did the other woman go? And yesterday I woke up at the night and I saw a tall shadow staring at me and when I looked at him he quickly ran away. And sometimes I hear voices at night like whispers and I usually don't hear what they say because they are speaking all at the same time but when I understand they say come or oh no and stuff like that. I also have major depression so they might be psychosis episodes. So what do you think? Spirits or hallucination?
About just knowing things, yeah I just know things without explanation. For example I recently had to move to another country and it wasn't planned at all, but I knew I would move to another country since I was 12. I also just know stuff in my daily life like my exam grade or which team will win the football match and loots of other things like that. Its like, it just popes at my head out of nowhere. I also just know that I will die before my 30s.
And finally controlling peoples minds. Well that's kind of scary tho. Because it freaks me out but I also love it. I just want people to do stuff and I focus on them and I don't know just try to send an order to their brain and they just do it. I do not always succeed tho. And I generally sense it when I will not succeed. For example our teacher was making us read some texts and I am shy so I didn't wanted to read so I just told her to pick Allison and then jenny and she just did. There was like 15 texts to read and I choose who is going to read which text the whole lesson by somehow sending orders to my teachers brain. I know it sounds crazy but I swear it happens. And I use it on my daily life for small things, but like I said I do not always succeed.
Even tho I do these stuff I still don't think I am a good psychic and I really really want to improve my ability's.
I have major depression, ADHD, and autism so I find it very hard to concentrate. But I really want to improve! So how can I improve and what are your thoughts about this?
Thank you for the comments.